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Louis' P.O.V
"BECAUSE I'M FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU." He yelled and I froze because, what?
I turned around to look at him , to see if he lied to make me stay or he meant what he said because if its a lie then it'll just break me into pieces.
"What?" Was only thing I could get out of my mouth. It was as if my lips were sealed. Words were being difficult to come out and it pained to even look into his eyes.
Stark Green eyes almost gem like but but this time there was fear and desperation held in them. If was so difficult to judge them. To know if he was saying the truth or not.
I walked towards him and took his face in my hands. I stood on my toes and pressed my thumbs behind his ears.
"Look in my eyes Harry. And tell me. What did you say?" I spoke sternly. I wanted to know. I wanted to know it was true, that meant what he said, that he truly loved me. He kept ignoring my eyes but as soon as he closed them to look at me, straight in my orbs I forgot to breath. Green iris met mine blue ones. They had a ring of red around them. I could see, small red veins in his eyes, holding back the tears to fall down. Why was he even crying? Its not like I meant anything to him.
But what he said next may be proved me wrong.
"I love you Louis. I do. So much." He said and rested his forehead against mine.
It was as if the floor under my feet slipped off. I closed my eyes refusing to believe that any of this is real. That I am not here. Harry is just a part of my imagination and I am still home, living with my family, happily.
"Louis, say something, please." He begged. And that's the thing, he never begs. Not even once had he begged for anything. Why is he doing it now?
"I-I don't know what to say, NO...Its a-actually, I'm scared what to say." I spoke, eyes still closed, afraid that this is just a dream and will go away as soon as I open my eyes.
"Scared of what? Me?" He spoke, his voice was so soft. It held so much of meaning in it. There was no anger , no lust. Just some sorta purity I wanted to drown in.
"N-No. Of what will happen if I stayed and you'd break my heart again. Because this isn't some joke to me you can pull off. I am a mess Harry. A pathetic, worthless mess that can't deal with and you probably don't eve love me but.....please....don't make fun of what I feel for you. Its the only thing I am left with. The love I have for you. Please don't take it way. Please." I was sobbing by now. Nuzzling my nose in his chest smelling his scent enough so that if he pushes me away and laughs at me, I can atleast have his smell for one last time.
"Look at me Lou. Please. Look at me." He pleaded. I lifted my head to look into his irresistible eyes again finding myself to fall in them once more.
"I won't, ever break you heart. I love you way too much to do that. And this is not some stupid joke to me Lou. I meant every word I said. And to me you are the most beautiful mess I've ever seen. The most precious and preserved ones, which I never wanna let go. Never." He spoke. Making me blush like crazy.
"You mean that? "
"I do. Everything I said. Everything I would say in ahead. It will always tell you how much I love you." He whispered.
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