Don't Hate Me (Larry Stylinson AU)

Chapter 7

Hey there...!! New update. I know I am being late in updating but I am sorry I've been busy with my college and else. So bear with me.

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Louis' P.O.V

         I woke up with a horrible headache. Terrible terrible one. I was trying to consume as much time as possible to be late at school or maybe not go for today. But Liam was being a bloody control freak in the morning. He pulled me out of the bed practically dragging me to the bathroom and making me clean up and change.

It was almost impossible for me to cover the marks more specifically bite marks, on my neck. They were almost everywhere. It was my luck that I had a scarf to cover them which I had put on. But I still had a busted lip and terrifying bruises on body. They were like a constant reminder for me, telling me that this is what I deserve, this is everything I'll ever get. I was feeling anything but happy. Anything but cheerful.  Fear and anger was all I felt. Anger of Harry being with someone else in front of me and fear of never getting his attention back. I didn't know what he told me back in the janitors closet was true or not. He told me I was doing something to him. But was it in a good way or bad? Damn I didn't know anything. What did Harry mean by that? But he kissed me and then bit my neck. We-We had Something, between us. All these mixed emotions were fucking my brain.

Well fuck everything, and fuck my life.

Its always going to be messed up. Always will be. Why is everything shit happening to me? All I've done is be honest, truthful and myself to everyone.

    All these sick thoughts clouded my mind while I was walking to school with liam. He had this stern look on his face yet a bit of humble emotion. Something has been on his mind. From yesterday I guess. He hasn't talked to me properly except for yanking me throught out the house, forcing me to get ready. Is it something got do with Tobby? Or there is something else? Anyway. I can't handle my own life itself how the hell am I suppose to find out whats on Liam's mind? He'll tell me when he's ready.

There was slight breeze in the atmosphere making us shiver a bit. It felt good, feeling something other than pain or fear. I still wasn't sure about what am I going to do with the whole Harry situation. He can't just kiss me and than go fuck someone at the club, he cant just mess with my mind.
I should probably stay away from him. I can feel myself begining to draw to him. I feel the attraction, the pull. And I know I must cut it of before it grows strong. I don't even know if Harry remembers what happened last night as he was drunk his ass off. He told me he wasn't gay. He had no attraction towards any other man but me. And it had to be this way. Then why in the world would he do this? Fucking alcohol.

We entered school silently. To my surprise there weren't many people in the hallway to pick on me.

Well it didn't last long when I saw Harry fucking styles walking towards me. He had that stupid smirk on his lips which nearly killed me.

Nearly.

He was always so gorgeous, so handsome that could easily take my breath away. His eyes were boring in to me, trying to dominate me. And I could sense myself drowning into them. Those green eyes held that power in them.

I snapped into reality when I was almost zoning out. Blinking my eyes a few times and looked at him just when I realised I am suppoese to ignore him, stay away from him.