Love ,Hate

Big HOuse Problems

9 months later..

Today I finally get to go to my new home.These kids been drivig me crazy and this job.Godddd help me..Give me strength.

We ended up throwing all the clothes and stuff away.So we can have the new house filles with new things. With them aging up Bri is now 9 and TJ is 8 now they are growing up.

They havent been to their dada house still,but they do call him thouh they just dont want to be over his house.They told me that he moved and that him and K are getting married,and how they are expecting a baby boy.

Good for them, We were driving to my new home and when I walked in I shook Tim hand "thanks alot" I said to him "well you have 3 floors a basement,main floor and upstairs the 6 large bed rooms you asked for,the 7 bathrooms your living room is on a huge island near your dinning room and your pool is re done so is your garage and court" he told me going through a checklist "thank you so much" I tell him.He smiled and walked out.

I didnt want for him to paint vause I want to decorate it myself.I knew what was my room and my god it was huge.With its own full bathroom and walk in closet.

"so ma I found my room I want it to be blue and white, and brown with a rim and all"Tj asked "okay we can go shopping today" I said to him.He smiled and continued going tjrough the house "and I want my room to be white and light pink with a big fluffy bed and pink carpet with hello kitty stuff still"Bri told me.

I just nodded.And thought bout the house.Me ans Christian are close friends now.But I kind of do havr feelings for him.Like deep feelings for him.But I know he doesnt feel the same.Cause he has a girlfriend who is sooo nice ans sweet they are perfect for eachother and He really likes her.I was kind of jealous at first but now its like weird.

Me and the kids loaded the truck and drove to the furniture store and they tested out some beds and all.Tj wanted this big round like bed so I got that for him,Bri got the .While I just got a plain kings sized bed.

They were going to deliver them to my home in 2 days.Now that we got beds out of the way I needed couches,tables,chairs,lights,dishes,refridgerator,them new clothes,tvs,and more.

Then to top it off,they want me to buy them.a puppy.But its okay. They can get it after we settle down.We are going to be painting and puttong carpet in today.Then cleaning then furniture.I got this couch that goes around the living room wall it was white, and a matching lazy boy.Then I got a couple rugs for the rooms.

Now,I was looking at fridges and stoves and stuff for the kitchen.And I got the best things for cooking they had in that place.Those were coming today.

So I headed home.And had the kids clean and clean until he empty house was spotless.They came and hooked everything up "thank you"I said to he fine man who put my stuff in "no thank you gorgeous" he said then left.

Lawd, help me.We cleaned the fride ans stove and dishwasher then left.Time to paint,lowkey I think I like painting the most.I painted my room then Tj room then Bri room.

Now we were laying down the blue carpet in TJ room and next was the pink carpet in Bri room.We finished theirs we did my room and then we left again.

I bought them extra stuff for their rooms,dishes,decorations and curtains for windows and bathrooms,and supplies for my room.

Im off for today and tomorrow.So I have 1 day to get my house together.Luckily I have the money for it.

Kitchen,and bathrooms off my list.Now Im waiting on my laundry appliances,and furniture.All of it.I have every room painted.The fireplace is decorated.The carpet is put down.The pictures are hung up on a wall.

It was slowly comming together.Someone knocked on the door and I looked at he security camera.THen hit the button and let him in.I seen Christian ans his girlfriend.I smiled and hugged them both as they toured the house "love the glass windows in the living room and that balcony in your room gosh,babe why dont  we get a house like this made or something I know you can afford it" Michelle said I laughed "shiddd 3.5 million dollars and redecorating it,im surprised I even got shit finished today" I told her "we can help of you want?"she asked "yea sure but imma bout to go grocery shopping with he kids then we going shopping at the mall" I tell her "bye babe Im rollin with her,you got stuff to do anyways" she said kissing him making me roll me eyes and look away.

We left and I let the kids pick out snacks while I stocked up with food and groceries along with Michelle.They came back and their  cart was fulll "elephant ears?" I asked them "you guys dont even know what elephant ears are" I told them they laughed "uh huh Cas took us to carnival and we had these haha"Tj said I just ignored them and got some snacks also.

We checked out and took the stuff home.Where we loaded the pantry with cereal and snacks,put spices in the cabinet,canned foods in another cabinet,food in the fridge and the dishes in the dish washer.

We wont need food for a couple months.Cause when we shop we do it big.Then we left again and headed for the mall.Me and my kids were embarasses,we looked like bums TJ hair was growing out he needed his line up,Bri hair was up in a shriveled ponytail, and I had a messy bun.We was all in sweats with paint on them but we was about to ball out.

First footlocker.True religion,polo,levi,Foot action,Michael and Ness.We had so much stuff with us it didnt make no sense.They let us rent 3 buggies.

Now I was in PINk getting some underwear and clothes.Then went and got me and my daughter some ugg boots.

Our wardrobe starts now.We each got about 15-20 new outfits and shoes so it didnt matter.

The hard thing was putting this up.Luckily I bought hangers so we hubg all or clothes up in the closets.Put the shoe boxes on the shelf and TJ put his snapbacks on a hanger for now.

It was getting late so we ordered pizza and laid out some blankets."ma my phone keep freezing" he said handing me his iphone I looked at him and turned it off  then on again"there goodnight." I said turning over and slowly fadig into my much needed sleep.