Love ,Hate

Turn down for what?

Ughh Fuck My Life!This was so stupid and boring.I called Cassie "wassup" she answered "I miss my children" I whined she started laughing "girl Kiara ain't having it I'm so happy she with her daddy" she said relieved I smirked "lazy ass she only what 7 and you acting like that" I told her.

She was living with Cassie well Cassie been living with her! And Mya still with D having another kid.Damn.

"Man you know what we goin out tonight" she told me "uhh ill think about it" I said eating some strawberries out of the fridge "well your goin see you at 7" she said hanging up.Ugh, don't you hate when people do that.Now I should be petty and just have her out waiting but the kind of friend I am I'm not gone do it.

"What to wear what to wear...ugh if only Bri was here she would be like Wear the pretty black dress mom" I talked to myself then smiled at the thought of Bri.

Well, I do look good for two kids.I ran to the shower and washed my hair and bbody's is my hygiene brushed my teeth then slid on my leopard bra and panties set."Okay so I could wear the high waist shorts with the tie up white with American flag shirt or tank whatever it is and my jordans then take it from there" I said lotioning my legs.

"Damn, only 3:30" I said to myself.My phone rung and I just answered it "yo!" I said into the phone "is that how you answer the phone to your father?" my dad asked "hell yeh" I said he laughed "I wanted to know what size do the kids wear" he asked "um shoes?" I asked "well Bri is a 4 and TJ is a 3 1/2" I said he agreed then hung up.

I need a life! Forreal, I put my phone on the charger and started cleaning my house.Someone knocked on the door and I walked to it.There stood Ivan "who is it" I yelled "Ivan" he spoke and I ran and got my robe "coming" I yelled opening the door "what do you want" I said he laughed "I was bored" he said "so, dont come here remember we are not friends just associates and your lucky that... I still hate you" I said crossin my arms he laughed "I'm about to go forreal so you gone have to be lonely" I told him closing the door and locking it.

My phone rung for what, the fourth time today.I answered "ma" I heard Bri voice "yes baby" I said "this lady is irritatin she just urks my nerves I just wanna snap her neck" she said I laughed "who is it" I asked "I don't know her name she reall ratchet though" she said I laughed harder "well you won't have to put up with her for long, I will see you Monday when you get out of school is that what you called me for" I told her "yea I just needed to calm down" she said "TJ want you" she said I just checked the time 6:30.Damn.Time flies "hello?" his little soft deep voice asked "wassup Teej" I yelled he laughed "ma when we comin home again" he asked "Monday like all the other times" I said to him he just stayed quiet "TJ" I asked "I don't think I'm gone make it" he said and I laughed so hard my stomach hurt "you need to spend quality time with your father" I told him he just laughed "look babies I will talk to y'all later I got to get dressed love you!" I yelled "love you to" they said back and I hung up.

I threw on my bleached high waist shorts with the black trim, my tank that had a faded american flag in the middle and tied in the front.I crimped my hair and let it flow then tied my white bandana around it.

I grabbed my new red,white,and blue addidas.With the blue stripes, red shoe strings and white background.I grabbed my non prescription Ray bans. Nerd glasses and added some dark red lipstick.My necklace that spelled my name, my diamond earrings and a juicy couture bracelet.

I took some pictures in the mirror then stood on the front porch and waited for her to come.She pulled up an I got In the car.Scrolling through my Instagram feed.

We got to this club "a club okay" I said "no my homegirl Ice reserved this spot for her party and let me tell you she turns all the way up" she said I laughed and got out.

I'm not gone hate this shit was hype, it was packed and the DJ was A1.I made my way to the bar and took 4 Jell -O shots to loosen me up.Now I wanted to dance.

As Im out played by nicki Minaj and Ciara.I started dancing, it made me feel like I was a teen again.Panoramic started playing and I grabbed the nearest cutie and started dancing on him.

"Panoramic ayee panoramic drop it down on nigga do damage booty moving left and right it's panoramic" I said loudly doing the dance on him.

After that Booty me down played and you know I had to twerk.Damn, it might sound bad cause I got kids but aye I'm still young!"Whats yo name" he asked "Ariel and you" I said back pulling him to the bar with me "Christian" he whispered in my ear.

"Nice name Christian but I want to call you........Cj" I told him he laughed "already making nicknames and we don't know eachother" he yelled over the music."yep" I said taking a sip of my drink.

No lie I was getting buzzed "slow jams!" the Dj yelled then Body party boomed.I started dancing on him grinding my hips and hip rolling he jut sat there.Yeah, I still got it.

My phone buzzed and I sent it to voice mail."Umm ill be back in a little bit I got to find my friend" I said to him he nodded.He was so fye! Lightskin, braces,full pink lips and tattoos plus his waves was so deep, not to mention that line up!

I walked around and I seen a pole.I got on it and did some magic just joking and shit.People really was believing me, well I was a stripper so, aye it's whatever!

They made it rain and I laughed then jumped off when I spotted Cassie "girl you did yo thing" she said I smiled "its whatever" I told her she looked at me "are you drunk" she asked giggling "no Im buzzed there is a difference" I told her she laughed "we getting drunk tonight" she said I laughed.

I felt someone tug my arm I turned around then laughed "my bad" I said to Christian "I forget immean forgot" I told him he laughed "y'all leaving" he asked "uhh hell no I'm about to turn up" I said loud he laughed and we jut starte dancing again "ayee" I said doing the meat.He just laughed and we soon formed a crowd.

"You ain't got nothing on me" I told him laughing "whatever" he said I just kept giggling "you a cool ass person" he said I smiled "thanks" I told him "you a lame ass dancer" I told him "you know I was killing yo ass out there" he said I laughed.Lowkey he was but was I gone tell him that uhh no "whatever you say" I told him smirking then checking my phone Mya been blowing me up.

"Well I'm ready to go my feet hurt" I said "I think I beat you that bad" I told him he laughed and I found Cassie then we all walked out together."Come to our house" she said to some boy.She looked at me "alright bet, we gone follow you alright" they said I laughed!

We got to my place luckily it was clean and I took off my shoes and place them beside he door.I ran to the kitchen and grabbed some wine and we just drunk it.These fools brought a hookah so I had a little of that.But I got light headed after that.We all just danced around and chilled basically.

Karmen POV

"Thanks baby" Travis said pecking my lips."Anytime" I told him.I got em.Yep I won, "so Baby we together now" I asked him looking him in his eyes "we might as well be" he said and I smiled from ear to ear.

"Where are the kids" he asked "downstairs playing the game" I told him he got up "where you going" I asked "to spend time with my kids" he said.I rolled my eyes.So fucking tired of these kids.

The only one I love is my baby Zyon, yep fuck her kids.But look at her and look at me.Who the fuck is on top now.I tweeted it and went on Instagram then her page and seen her at a party with some niggas and people then made insta video.

I seen her and my brother Christian sitting on a couch all googly eyed.Now this hoe with my brother!