Love ,Hate

Married Mommy

8 months later

My ass was hudge.And Im not talking about my ass but me in general.This is the biggest I have ever been in a  pregancy.

I was ready to have this baby.I been to emotional Travis baby name is Taylor.Yeah that nigga stole my name fuck him.

But right now I was focused on just me and my family.We getting married in just 1 hour and I was huge.Look, I always wanted to get married with a baby bump.That just looks so cute to me.They was curling my hair and doing my makeup while I soaked my swollen feet in water.

But its all good, Bri and Myan gone be the flower girl.Myan is my godbaby Mya and D baby.Drea is inpregnated now and she is my bridesmaid.My dad IS walking me down the isle and Tj is the ring bearer while D is the groomsmen along wih the other extra people.

"Okay we finished" she said.The photographer came snapping pictures.I slid on my dress.It was white with a sweet heart neckline that was studded with crystals.It was tight over my baby bumb then stopped at my feet,and had a long train behind it.I put my jewlry on and looked at myself in the mirror.The baby kicked.

I laughed "you happy mommy marrying yo daddy" I asked her.We still havent decided on a name but we the nursery ready now.So we were prepared.We gone do our honeymoon in 3 months.

I was nervous ans when people started walking out I just knew I was about to cry.They told me it my time to walk out.It was gorgeous there was real angels hanging from the ceiling playing violens,it was white everywhere and the glass showed the city of newyork.

I looked and seen my friends well family down there and I just kept walking.I wanted to cry so bad but I bit my lip.

As I walked Johnny Gill sang you for me.We were now standing across from eachother and that damn photographer was in my face with that fucking camera ruining the moment.My father gave me away and a tear fell.

He just stood there looking me in my eyes.As tears fell "your vows" he mouthed me "oh shit,... I mean hmmm well I never thought I would meet someone that I would want to be there with me daily,that one person who I could look at him dead in the eyes and say I love you and mean it with all my heart, you accepted me flaws and all and was there for me like no one else was, when I seen you I cant say that I saw you as the boyfriend type but when i met you I wanted you and only you,you wipe my tears when I cry when Im mad you make me laugh and when Im sad you bring me up, who wouldve thought we would make it this far, Im happy that I found you and you found me, thanks for everything love you" I ended my vows with more teaes flowing this time.He wiped them and looked at me.Ilaughed

"im a wimp" I said he chuckled "When i seen you IM like she cute, when I met you I was like this girl is something else.But you were that something else that I wanted to be with, who else can say they fell in love with a girl who can hold her own these days, but anyways you are my rock you hold me up your like the peices to my puzzle the peanut butter to my jelly the honey to my pooh bear the stripes on my tiger" he said making me laugh "and that smile I would die to see it every day.You are everything I need.God made you for me and me for you" he said I smiled and we exchanged rings then kissed.

We walked back down the isle discussing nothing really he was just teasing me for crying.I hit up the head with my flowers.We were now at the reception and I was changing into some white jeans, a black dress shirt and some sandals.Well I changed after we cut the cake.Now I was dancing pregnant and all.Enjoying myself.Then I felt a hard kick.Damn that shit hurted.

I sat down on the chair and rubbed it then it settled down.I.just sat with Nana listening to her tell stories about her wedding.And I was disappointed cause my mother didnt show up.Even though we werent speaking  I still invited her.

That just seems like thats what you would want to see the most in your daughters life.Like thats something you would want to say you seen.But I cant let that ruin me.

After the reception we went home and started our nights.But my never ended because this damn baby was kicking my ass.It hurted so badly and I knew they werent contractions her ass was kicking.

"what we gone name her" I asked him "I like the name Carrie" he said "eww no" I told him "what about Harmony" I asked "her middle name can be Carriella" I asked him "Harmony Cariella Garciez" he asked "thats cute" I told him "she gone be a daddy girl like her sister" he teased "like her sister" he added " fuck you" I said.

Then a sharp pain came through my area "fuckkk" I yelled.Tj came in and looked at me "you okay ma" he asked "yea baby Im fine" I told him.I looked to Christian "contraction?" he asked "contraction" I assured him.

His face grew scared then it came again "get the kids ready Im going to the car" I told him he ran out the door.I waddled down the stairs with my bag and headed for the car.I finally got to the door ans my water broke "damn." I huffed then climbed in.

The kids ran and got in the car and we pulled off.He drovenfast yet safely and we got to the hospital.We walked in and they took us in the back.The Whold time he just was looking worried while I did my breath.I went through this twice, it hurts every time but I learned to keep calm. "ooowwwwwe" I yelled out in pain.Or not