Why Do You Bully Me? E.d~ G.d (Editing!!!)

Chapter 1 •Intro•

A/n
Guysss I asked my mom and found out what time and everything from when I was born.... I was born on a Tuesday. *starts playing the twins outro* I was like "I WAS BORN ON A TUESDAY!!!! CLUB GOING UP ON A TUESDAY!!" anyway enjoy the story lol.

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Everyone has a story. A love story. A sad story. A scary story. My story is a bit of all in one.

I didn't have the best school experience growing up. When my mom and dad split, I was old enough to make a decision on who to live with. Since I've always been a daddy's girl, I chose my dad.

So that ended up in moving away. I would visit my brothers and sister during the summers. Then it just stopped. I stopped going to visit. I stopped talking to my mom's side of the family. I guess two years after the split it made me realize that no love last forever. That scared me.

When I moved, I became the best of friends with my neighbors' kids: twins. We were inseparable, until one day when they just shut me out and turn their backs on me.

I became depressed. Thinking I wasn't good enough for anyone. Well that's only because of the words that were put into my head everyday. I was physically bullied by my two ex bestfriends. I hated my life. I only stayed because of my dad and my siblings. I had hoped that one day I'd get my bestfriends back. Hoped..

So I am gonna tell you all about my story, the rough patch of it and how it went from there. And even though my life seems miserable, I know there are people out there who have it worse than I do and are just grateful to be alive. So I don't complain.

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My name is Katherine Johnston. I live in new Jersey. I am fifteen going onto sixteen in December. I live with my dad because my mom and dad split when my little brother was born. After that they couldn't do it anymore. I've always had a closer relationship with my dad anyways so it was an easy decision.

Oh, I get bullied everyday by my neighbor's. The twins I used to be bestfriends with. They make my life a living hell everywhere I go. I've given up a long time ago, but no body knows that.

Nobody knows I self harm. I don't do it that much, usually I punch something when I'm alone, or listen to music to calm myself down. I always have a smile on my face to hide my problems. So far my dad seems to buy it. He thinks I'm a happy teenage girl, and I intend to keep it that way. 

For as long as I can.

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First days of school are always the worst. It's the beginning of a whole year full of torment and no one to help. I've lost count of how many times I've asked for help and everyone just turned a blind eye. I guess no one cares enough to do anything about it. So why do we have school? Why do we have to be woken up by our alarms just to go to a place where everyone is fake? I mean no one wants to be there, except for the smart ones, everyone loves sleep more. So why can't I just stay asleep? I wish I could, but I have to get up eventually.

After a good five minutes of laying down, I finally got up and did my morning routine, which is pretty simple. All I do is wash my face and then moisturize it. And then apply a little bit of foundation to cover my bruises. Most times I just run loose powder over it because it's more believable and really blends into my skin.

I didn't know what to do with my hair because if I kept it up, people would see my neck. I have bruises there too. People often mistake them for hickeys and call me names for it. But if I leave it down the popular girls pull at it when they walk by me. It's just little hair tugs, it's not that bad. As long as they don't see the hand print on my neck. It's never been this back before.

I find a nice cute outfit for today, which is only jeans and a sweater. High waisted because I like to hide my bruises anyway I can.

I make my way downstairs and find a note from my dad.

~Good morning sweetheart. I had to leave early for work and won't be home until 10 tonight but here's 20$ so you can buy yourself lunch, possibly subway because I know it's your favorite. have a good day my angel see you when I come home. -dad~

Great, I'm alone all day, just wonderful. Well let's see what today brings me. Although it's the same thing everyday.

I go over to my couch and watch tv for a few minutes. I don't have to be at school for awhile. It's peaceful, just myself alone. That is until my phone beeps. I pick it up and sigh. First insult of the day, many more to come.. yay.

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A/n
Hey I'm sorry this chapter is boring guys but I promise it will get better? Or sad idk but it's my first fanfic so please no hate and if I make a mistake in here tell me and I'll correct it and maybe you all can help me along the way bye ..