Chapter 8 •Secret•

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Shawn's p.o.v

I woke up without Katherine in my arms, weird. Where did she go?

I hear little sobs coming from the bathroom, so I get up and walk to her bathroom. I try open the door, but it's locked. "Katherine? Are you okay? Why are you crying?" I asked.

"What, uh yeah. I'm f-fine just go wait in my room please." She stutters, her voice cracking.

"Katherine open up." I demanded, then I hear her sobs get louder and something hit the floor.

"Katherine move away from the door, I'm coming in." I said kicking the door open. I wish I could forget the sight that is in front of me.

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"Katherine, oh my god.." Shawn says as he starts to clean up my wrists.

After he clean up my mess, he wrapped up my wrists and carried me to my bed. "Kat, why would you do that?" He asks.

"Because even when I stick up for myself, I still get hurt. Everyone hates me and I don't know why. Instead of crying in front of everyone, I self harm. I cry in my bathroom because no one can see me. Nobody knows what I'm feeling. They make me feel like shit everyday!" I explain to him, tears falling. He hugs me tight, almost as if I'll dissappear if he lets go.

"Promise me you won't cut again." He whispers looking me in the eye.

"I promise." I said making our foreheads touch.

"Promise you won't tell anyone." I say, looking into his eyes.

"I promise." He grabs my hand. I smile at him before doing something that I wanted to do for awhile. I plant a kiss on his lips for a couple seconds, then pull away.

"I'm sorry." I mutter quickly. He shakes his head, smiling. "Don't be so awkward." He laughs lightly.

He places his lips on mine. I gladly kiss back, happy to be in his arms.

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"Okay class so who will be singing today?" Ms. Roberts asked.

I don't know what came over me because I raised my hand. "Yes ms. Johnston? What will you be singing today?" She points to me.

"Warrior, by demi lovato." I said shyly.

"Good choice, alright come on up." She said with too much excitement in her voice. God she's too perky.

I make my way onto the little stage and I look towards shawn, who is smiling big and mouthed the words 'good luck' causing me to smile.

"This is a story that I've never told,
I gotta get this off my chest and let it go.
I need to take back the light inside you stole.
You're a criminal and you steal like your a pro.
All the pain and the truth,
I wear like a battle wound.
So ashamed so confused,
I was broken and bruised.

Now I'm a warrior and I've got thicker skin, I'm a warrior.
I'm stronger than I've ever been and my armor is made of steel.
You can't get in I'm a warrior,
and you can never hurt me again.

Out of the ashes I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, your nothing but a liar.
I've got shame, I've got scars that I will never show I'm a survivor.
In more ways than you know.
All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound.
So ashamed and confused, I was broken and bruised.

Cause Now I'm a warrior and I've got thicker skin, I'm a warrior and I'm stronger than I've ever been and my armor is made of steel.
You can't get in I'm a warrior and you can never hurt me.

There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up to fast.
All it took was once, I'll never be the same.
Now I'm taking back my life today, nothing left that you can say, cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway.

Now I'm a warrior and I've got thicker skin, I'm a warrior and I'm stronger than I've ever been and my armor is made of steel.
You can't get in I'm a warrior and you can never hurt me.
No oh, yeah yeah
You can never hurt me again."

*shawn's p.o.v*

I knew what that song was about and who it was for. I wish I've met Katherine sooner so I could've stopped those boys. Those stupid fuck ups are the reason she has scars.

"You were amazing once again." I state, making her blush. Those insults in my head about the twins fade when I'm near her.

"Thanks shawn." She blushes slightly.

I have to find those boys and make sure they stop bullying Katherine.

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Enjoy ;)

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