SebastianxReader Fanfic

Author's Note

Hey guys! To end this confusion! There is a continuation of this Fanfic! Go to my profile and look for SebastianxReader Book 2! And also! I'm a single pringle once again! =D Anywhore! Just wanted to clear that up! Oh! And also clear up something else. A month ago, I attempted to commit suicide. It was an overdose of aspirin. I was sent to the hospital and then to a treatment center. I was in the treatment center for 3 weeks. Literally. What I'm clearing up is that what I did was honestly the stupidest shit I could have ever done. Suicide over depression is honestly stupid. However, I can understand and relate. I understand people like us get to the point where its not worth living. We are too sad to move on. I learned the hard way that my life does have meaning. I've been shown by many readers like you who I barely know care for me. And motivate me to live. People at the center taught me to be more open. To stop holding this in. To stop blocking people out. Suicide isn't the answer to everything. Suicide is acceptable when its Euthanasia in my opinion. But killing yourself over depression is not only stupid. It is horrible. But what's worse, is the people that drove you to committing suicide. Sometimes we need to fight back. Life may punch you in the face. But you need to stand back up and punch life back. And say, "you punch like a bitch." I want to apologize to my best friend Natalie. My nee-san. I am so fucking sorry I caused you to panic and cry. I truly am. Because now I realize what I did was stupid. Anyways. I'm sort of just sharing my experiences and thoughts. So thank you all. Truly. Because I have another reason to live. And its all of you, reading my fanfics when I thought I was horrible at writing. But it turns out that I have so many readers. Its actually unbelievable. So thank you all for being a reason to why I want to stay alive.