[on hold]summer sunflower ➳ jinkook

thirteen || let me know

After Jungkook and Namjoon talked for a bit, Namjoon had to leave.

They said their goodbyes to eachother and Namjoon left.

Jungkook sighs and walks towards the stairs.

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"I should probably visit grandpa..", Jungkook thought and he walked towards his grandpa's room, "Maybe he could help me."

He opens the door to see his grandpa.. putting bottles under his bed?????

His grandpa gasps when Jungkook saw him.

"This- this isn't what it looks li-"

Jungkook quickly walked over grandpa's bed and took the bottle out of his hands.

"...Alcochol? Really grandpa? No wonder why you're still in the hospital," Jungkook glares a bit at his grandpa.

"Please don't tell anyone."

"Sure okay," Jungkook walks over to the window and aggressively throws the bottle outside.

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"So why did you come here?", his grandpa asks Jungkook.

Jungkook just shrugged.

"What, am I not allowed to visit you?"

"Boy I can see right through you. You want to talk to me about something, don't you?"

Jungkook blushes in embarrassment, "Jackpot."

"So, what is it?"

"Well.. it's about this person next door."

"Hm?"

"Y-you know, Kim Seokjin."

"Ah, that boy. Man he's really kind but I heard that he was really depressed," his grandpa sighs, "Do you know that he used to try and kill himself everyday?"

Jungkook's eyes widened in surprise.

"W.. what?"

"He tried so hard to kill himself. Nurses had to guard him all the time. But now, he doesn't do it that much but he still does it. And also, eversince you came, he didn't try to kill himself."

His grandpa smiles at him, "He completely stopped because of you. I hope you bring happiness to him more to completely heal his hobby."

Jungkook nods, "Okay. Also, do you know why he does that?"

"Well, I don't really know. I just overheard nurses talking about him saying he's suicidal and depressed."

"I.. i see...", Jungkook looks down.

"Do you know?"

"Well, kinda.. I guess."

His grandpa chuckles, "Well if you don't want to talk about it, you dont have to."

"Mmkay.."

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Jungkook opens the door to see Seokjin, awake.

"Jungkook?", Seokjin looks over at the door. He smiles when he meets Jungkook's eyes.

"Hyung,"

"Where have you been? Did you visit your grandpa perhaps?"

"Well, yeah. And also asked him a few questions but before that.."

Jungkook sighs a bit before walking in and closing the door behind him.

"I talked to Namjoon-hyung.."

"You.. what?", Seokjin raises a brow, "Why..?"

"I wanted to hear his side of the story.."

Seokjin looks away, "Oh.. okay."

"He said that he didn't know how to break up with his girlfriend but didn't want to tell you because he didn't want to hurt you.."

"Then he could've told me the truth. That would hurt less."

"..But he loves you so much so he kept it from you."

"We could've solved that together. He didn't have to hide it."

"Hyung, that girl only wanted Namjoon-hyung because she wanted to do the do with him. She doesn't even love him."

"..so..?"

"She hurted him and you healed him. And i'm pretty sure he suffered a lot when you left him," Jungkook looks down, "..But I also know that you suffered more than he did.."

That silenced Seokjin, looking at Jungkook slightly surprised.

"Do you know that he still loves you? He wanted to explain things in his perspective to make you understand. He doesn't mind if you guys won't be together again, he just wanted to tell you the truth in his side."

"...", Seokjin looks down, slightly guilty.

"But hyung, please don't kill yourself. The pain that you felt when you saw Namjoon with that girl is enough. Don't make yourself suffer even more.."

Seokjin felt tears welling up in his eyes, he looks down in hopesthat he can hide it from Jungkook.

Then a tear fell down.

"..hyung?"

"Jungkook i-i..", Seokjin's voice becomes a bit shaky as he tries to hold the tears back.

Jungkook walks towards Seokjin's bed.

"I-im so.. sorry-"

Jungkook hugs Seokjin, comforting him and making him feel safe.

"You don't have to be sorry, hyung."

Seokjin's tears rolled down his cheek as he hugs Jungkook back.

«A/N:»

bc I have writer's block, I just write whatever lmao

jk I pause for a every minute to think of what'll happen in the other scene rip

but I have the ending planned out haha

also im addicted to the slow jam ver of I like it lmFAAOO

dONT WANNA BE FOOL WANNA BE COOL WANNA BE LOVED SAME LOVE AS YOU

BABY I WANT ITTT

oh shit no more dream started playing aha

-nic