I'm Back Bitches

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Thoughts, details, choices, and a little bit of doubt
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Carson's pov

"Your eyes look just like your mothers." My dad said with a sad smile.

"It seems to me like it's the only thing I got from her. I used to think I had her brown hair but I can tell it's yours." I say. We stopped speaking as my dad looked at me. Almost as if he thought he was going to take his eyes off me and I'd disappear again.

"I've always kept you a room. I mean you can remodel it. I just wanted to change it as I thought you would." He said.

He then lead me down the hall and we took a turn and came upon some steps. We walked up then and down a couple more halls.

He finally came to a set of double doors. On the left door was a sign that said 'Katelynn' in really fancy letters. Considering it was my real name.

He turned to look at me. He gave me a smile then opened the doors.

The room was so beautiful. There was a window with a couch under it and book shelves on both sides of the window.

Then in the middle of the room was a king sized bed with purple sheets and pillows. There was also an amazing princess canopy on top of the bed.

In another corner there was a desk with some pictures of me as a baby, and another one of my parents.

There was a dresser and basically the biggest closet I've ever seen! There were a couple ball gowns in there that were surprisingly the right size.

I smiled when I saw my dad sitting on the side of the couch in front of the tv's. He had just been watching me while I was being mesmerized by the room.

"Do you like it?" He asked rubbing the back of his neck.

"Like, no. Love, yes!" I said with a giant smile. "Although, I do need to add a personal touch." I said.

"Anything. I could go with you, and a few guards to your old pack so we can retrieve your stuff." My dad said.

I paused at the mention of my old pack.

This made me think of the training, then to Ethan and Avri.

I have to chose one of them in a four month time span.

But the question is .... Who?

"Katelynn?" My dad said worried. "What is it?"

"Um.. would you mind calling me Carson. It's just that's the name I'm used too." I explain.

"Of course. At least it's one of your middle names." My dad said with a laugh.

"And anyway. I can't exactly go back to my old pack." I said looking away from my dad.

"Why?" He asked.

"Because I'm kinda sorta maybe a little bit on a run from them." I said in a small voice.

"Did they hurt you?" My dad growled. "Cause so help me god if-" I cut him off.

"Dad- no, no, no. It's nothing like that. I, just didn't want to face my problems." I said ashamed.

"Sweetheart, tell my why your running from them and not facing them?" My father questioned in a sincere voice. Even though we had just been brought back together it felt as if we hadn't been. Everything between us felt, natural

"It's just, I'm afraid of getting hurt. I have to chose between to amazing guys and I don't know which one to pick. I don't want to hurt them and I don't want to make the wrong choice and regret it when it's to late." I say trying to hold back tears.