JP (model) living a double life

JP (model) living a double life *chapter 12*

*****okay so this is long and yes Romeos POV is in here too so yall should love me and i should get alot of votes and comments okay thanks and im going back to reading aprilbrookshires out for blood lol**********

JP POV:

"so you and Sam huh?"

I didn't say anything, what could I say. I just wanted him to go away.

"hello, JP im talking to you?"

"no, hes my bestfriend, hes going out with Jen."

"WOW, you talk."

"whatever, fuck off."

"still mad at me huh?"

"not mad, hurt."

He got up and walked in front of me. Could some one just take a gun and kill me now please.

"so whoss the lucky guy?"

"there never was one after you."

"bullshit, your sitting there staring at a picture smiling. Hell your face even lights up when you look at it. So you moved on, good for you. You don't have to sit here and lie to me. Its bad enough you came back and didn't even tell me."

"I have no reason to tell you, you left me. Like I said there is no one."

"okay, prove it let me see the picture."

"no."

"why, got something to hide?"

"just fuck off please."

"nope, come on im still waiting."

"your pissing me off."

"good, maybe then you'll tell me the truth."

"im telling you the fucking truth!"

"yeah, sure whatever."

"you know what fine, you asked for it. Ill leave the picture here, hell you can have it I got tons of them. Just promise you wont look at it until im out of this room."

"damn he must be something for you to make me wait until you leave."

"yeah he really is, so will you wait?"

"yeah sure."

I quickly grabbed my things and ran out. I left him the picture with his name and date of birth and date of death. I went to the side of the school and slid down the wall and cried. I heard the door open, oh god please just not now.

"JP?!"

I just wanted to be alone, I didn't care if I was sitting in the mud, I didn't care I I was crying I just wanted to be alone.

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Romeos POV:

That day keeps replaying in my head. The words I said to her, how could I do that. I guess I got scared. He mom was sending her away, she told me she would. I was scared that what if she found someone there, what if she stopped likeing me? I couldn't do it. I said what I had to say to make her let go. I loved her, I loved her more than she knew and I never even told her. I should of ripped my heart out and chucked it at her. hell she owned it anyways. I think about her everyday and when im not im looking at her picture she gave me. I try to keep my mind off her, but it doesn't work. Hell everytime I steal a car for Tony its like shes there telling me to stop. I cant I need to get her out my mind. Its be almost a year and this shit cant be healthy. Then I have to go back to school, hopefully everyone stops mentioning her name. hell I hope her bitch ass ex left. He got what he deserved for doing that to her and making her mom send her away. This is all his fault, we would be together if it wasn't for him. I wonder if she thinks of me, if she dreams of me. Hell I wonder if she even misses me. No I think she moved on. one more year and I get to see her again and maybe then I can tell her that I only did it because she was leaving. I wonder if her blonde hair was still soft and if she still had that smile only for me. God damn it here I go again thinking about her. I really should of never told her how I feel, maybe she would still be okay. Maybe she would be happy with Tyler, still be modeling, god we all know shes beautiful. I fucked her life up just like I did mine. I got ready and drove to school. I walked in right behind the teacher I didn't even bother to look around. Whats the point the one person I wanted to see wasn't even in this country. I did what I always did in every class, hell I was tired I didn't get done at Tonys chop shop until 3. I was awoken by Ms.Miller.