In Your Own Little World

Inspiration for a Break Up Song (Uruha x Reader)

This is in Uruha's POV.
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Days, maybe even months have passed since you left me

Thinking of you became a daily thing

I still drown myself in alcohol hoping to forget you

"When are you going to get over her?" Asks Aoi

But it's not that easy

I tell the guys I will be okay

Yet I cry myself to sleep at night

I fall asleep at night thinking of the memories we shared

Remember when you shyly told me you loved me?

Remember all the times you wore my clothes to bed at night?

My shirts were always so baggy on you

I isolated myself from the world. From the fans. From my family. From my friends. From my bandmates. I hated feeling this way because of some girl. But you were different and took my heart with you the day you left.

I heard the faint knock on my door

I smiled because I knew it was you

However when I opened the door, there you stood with a sad face

"It's time for me to go. I just don't feel the same way anymore. I'm sorry," and with that you walked away

I felt my heart shatter and my world fall apart

I felt the tears form in my eyes and race down my cheeks

I couldn't understand

I didn't want to understand

I gave you the world, why did you leave me?

I felt tears form in my eyes as I thought about the day you broke up with me. I looked over at my half empty bottle of vodka before pouring myself a glass.

That night I drowned myself in tears and vodka.

That night I found an Inspiration for a Break Up Song.

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Finally updated! Yay! Hopefully this all makes sense. I have writers block. The italics are Uruha's thoughts.