Secret Admirer (JiKook)

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Hi ^^ sorry for not updating I've been busy for this past few weeks, so yeah sorry again

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Jungkook's POV

Jimin hyung fainted in front of my eyes. His here laying on my bed now. Yeah, I took him, I mean I panick quickly!!! So I carried him and brough him in my apartment.

I stare at him, he never changed his sleeping habits where he always hug a pillow. I used to be that pillow his hugging well when we sleep next to each other. I still remember back then I used to tell to stop hugging me because I'm manly. I giggled at that thought, and I sat next to him and caress his hair.

Hyung, I miss you please come back to me, I know I'm being selfish right now, but hyung I really really miss you and sorry for hurting you back then I said quietly. His still sleeping so yeah. Then I saw him move and I quickly stood up.

What to do what to do I whispered quietly and I saw him open his eyes.... I felt myself staring at him with so much admiration. He sat up and look around, but he stop at my direction.......

W-Where am I? A-And what happened? Wait your Jungkook right? He said as he hold his head.

Y-Your in my apartment, and I saw you fainted so I brought you here.... and yeah thats me I said and he stood up and went to me.

Jungkook thanks for helping me, but can you please help me again He said as he hold my hands.... Eh?!??? I blush as I felt electricity as our hands touches.

U-Um sure? I said to him and he smiled.

Really?!? Yay thanks Jungkook He said as he hug me. Jimin hyung will be the death of me I swear!!!!

So um what do you need help hyung? I asked as he let go of me.

I want to remember stuffs, and I don't know why but I felt that I know you so much and I'm really comfortable with you, I also feel safe, so please help me remember I really want to know you He said to me. My heart started beating fast.

A-Are you sure hyung? You know things will change a lot I said to him. He sigh and smile.

I am fully aware of that Jungkook, but I wanna remember things He said. I took a deep breath. In this way Jimin hyung will remember me quickly. I'm sorry but I'm a selfish person and I want my Jimin hyung back.

Sure hyung ^^ I'll help you I told him and his eyes sparkle.

Really?!?! Wow thank you Jungkook He said.

No problem I said to him as I smile.

So I wanna ask... What are we back then? He asked. I stop there for a moment.... Well you love me back then and.. I just look at him.

W-Were bestfriends.... I said truthfully.

O-Oh really? No wonder I feel comfortable with you He said as he sat down on my bed.

Yeah since we were in kindergarten you approach me I told him.

Really?? Wow but your like younger? Are you? I asked.

Yeah I'm younger by 2 years I said to him.

Wow thats so cool! He said happily. I smile.

So tell me a story He said.

A story? I asked him.

Yeah, I dont know why, but I wanna hear a story He said.

Oh sure I said as I took a deep breath.

There was once 2 people, they are destined for each other, basically they are tied with the red string of fate. The two are friends, the other one is inlove with the other. But the other one love someone else I said as I stop.

Name them, so it would be easy Jimin hyung said and I nod.

Jungah and um Chim were bestfriends, Chim is inlove with Jungah, but Jungah is inlove with someone else. But one day Chim left Jungah, and Jungah realized that he was inlove wity Chim I continued and Jimin hyung gasped.

T-Thats so sad what's next?? He said and I smiled Jimin hyung is like this too back then, we used to tell stories.

Chim came back.... But his already with someone else and he forgot about Jungah I said and Jimin look at me confusingly.

Chim is a boy? He asked and I nod.

Okay stop, stop, stop. No I hate gay people He said and I froze... N-No way.

What? I said.

I said I hate gay people, like eww boys are for girls only He said.

So your saying, that gay people doesnt deserve love and respect? I asked.

Yeah! They are disgraced to our country He said. I clench my fist. How can he say this if his gay back then!!

Your wrong hyung, everyone needs love and respect I said angrily.

W-Wait dont tell me your? He said shockingly.

Yes I am gay whats wrong with it? I said and he stood up.

I'm going He said.

You too!! Back then I said to him and his eyes widened.

No just no, you know what I don't care, I don't want to know about my past anymore and don't talk to me faggot He said as I didn't realize that I slapped him.

Out! I said he just shrug and went out.

I fell to the floor and cry. How can he??? I thought I could bring him back, but I cant.... I sob quietly. All I want is for him to be back at me. Why am I suffering to much?? Well I deserve this anyways for breaking his heart.

But though.... I'm not giving up on him.

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Hi sorry for a short chapter, and late UD because yesterday was my brothers bday so last week we were busy planning all of it, it was tiring to be honest 😅. But yeah starting next chapter it will be notes again ^^