Chapter 5: Tears

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Kai's POV-

   That night I couldn't stop thinking about him. Kyungsoo. Oh Kyungsoo. Sometimes I get strange feelings around him but I usually ignore them. However, this time I couldn't ignore them. It was the middle of the night, about 3:30, and the middle of the day in Korea. It wasn't just the jet lag though. His face when he got angry at me. How we hugged me....it felt....special. I'm so worried for Taemin though. It was so scary. I've never heard him like that. He needs help. My help- but I can't give any. I can't see my best friend go through this pain alone. Oh how I wish I could tell Kyungsoo.

------------------------------- Taemin and Kai's call earlier ------------------------------

Kai - Taemin! Where are you? Are you okay?
Taemin- *crying*'I can't do this anymore Jongin. I can't.
Kai- No hyung it's gonna be okay. It's gonna get better. I promise! Us together! I'll help you! Every single step of the way. I'll be there. You can't give up you can't.
Taemin- I'm sick Jongin.
* Kai starts to tear up at those same words he's heard for the past three months- " I'm sick" *
Kai- Sick people get better! I promise Taemin. It's okay. It's okay!
Taemin- Your only reassuring yourself. Not me. I know I'm done. You can't try.  You need to let me go.
Kai- No!! No!! *is sobbing* I won't do that! No Taemin! Stay please! You can't go!
Taemin- I'm not happy living my life Jongin! I'll never be. Okay? Your not gonna fix me.
Kai- Then try. Try with the little bit of life you have. For your fans. For me. Please. Taemin try. Try. You haven't done that yet. GOD AND IM SO SICK OF YOU NOT GIVING A FUCK!! Your making EVERYONE miserable. And life can be fixed. I know it's hard. Things can get tough. And that's where you get help. It's possible!
Taemin- Jongin.... I have to go.
Kai- No!! Stay Taemin! Please don't go!! I'm so worried. I love you! I care for you so much! And I-
*gets cut off by Taemin*
Taemin- Goodbye Jongin.
*Taemin ends call*

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