18: 19 Days Clean!

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"It was my decision to keep clean
I did it for me.
Admittedly,
I probably did it subliminally,
For you.
So I could come back a brand new me
You helped see me through.
And don't even realize what you did,
Believe me you."

- Eminem

This is a verse from one of my favourite songs, 'Not Afraid', by Eminem. I thought that it was really appropriate for my accomplishment: 19 days clean! That's almost three weeks! Believe me, there were a lot of days when I just wanted to take the blade and slice my legs, but I had enough willpower to not do that.
I was wondering how long I was clean, then I realised I hadn't cut since the 11th of June, the day I started this book. All of you readers, voters and commenters are an inspiration to me, and I'm so grateful for that.
However, I have a special dedication to to two readers:
imaginationandwings and
EvaMarinee

And I have a platinum dedication to this reader:
fizzy0805

Thank you guys so, so much for everything you've done. You comment and vote on all of my chapters, and your comments are always so lovely and encouraging. You guys are the best, and I hope all your good deeds pay off richly😄.

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