senpai ⇝ meanie

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mingyu's

Shit, bakit ko pa sinabi yun. Bakit ko pa sinabi yun?

I forgot he's quite sensitive. Kung alam ko lang sa umpisa pa lang hindi magkakaganito.

Hindi ko alam.

Im head over heels for him at yung simpleng bagay na yun hindi ko alam sakanya? Im really stupid.

Im sorry Jeon Wonwoo. I didn't know.

I promised na kahit ano mangyari I will love you.

I will love you kahit na kadugo ko ang may kasalanan bakit ka nasaktan.

And im sorry for that, no matter what I'll still love you please stop running away.

Because I promised and I will fucking prove that to you.

Nakita ko siya mag-isa naglalakad. "Jeon Wonwoo! Alam ko na ang lahat!" Sigaw ko.

Nagulat naman siya sakin, sabay tumakbo. Syempre hinabol ko, mahal ko eh.

Pinagtitinginan kami dito pero wala akong pakielam. I will never feel ashamed when im doing something for Wonwoo.

"Jeon Wonwoo!! Tumigil ka ngayon din, mahina ang respiratory system mo remember!?" Napatigil naman siya.

Tumigil na din ako dahil hinhingal na ako bilis niya tumakbo infairness. Tinignan ko kung nasaan kami ngayon.

Nasa track and field. Where I stole his first kiss. I still remember it very clearly how he reacted and how he wanted to punch me.

"Wag ka ng tumakbo. Alam ko na lahat." I said. His face says it all, takot.

"Jeon Wonwoo, why didn't you said it to me?" He didn't answer.

"Natatakot ka ba? Na katulad ako ng kuya Minsoo ko?" Napatingin siya sakin.

"Look Wonwoo, diba nung tinanong mo ako kung mamahalin kita kahit anong mangyari. Do you remember what I answered? Oo diba? Nag oo ako kasi alam ko sa sarili ko na lahat ng bagay may dahilan sa mundong ito kaya kahit ano pang tungkol sayo ang malalaman ko kahit positive pa yan o hindi it will never change, yung nararamdaman ko para sayo. Kasi nga sumumpa ako, na kahit anong mangyayaring mamahalin kita Jeon Wonwoo and im not like my brother, he's a fucking asshole." I slowly approached him and thankfully hindi siya lumayo o tumakbo.

I held his fragile hands and looked at him.

"Second year highschool, you were rumoured to be gay cause the nurse of our school fucking raped you. Nakita ka nila nakahubad na but Seungkwan told me walang nangyari, lumaban ka. Hindi alam yun ng mga tao and they jumped on conclusions saying may nangyari. My brother who is a fucking idiot named Kim Minsoo heard about it and for the fucking second time you were raped again and also for the fucking second time thankfully wala ding nangyari kasi lumaban ka ulit. Kim Minsoo then spread a rumour na may nangyari sainyo at ikaw ang nangrape hindi siya people then believed na you are willing to do it with anyone. You were bullied the whole school year at maraming beses ka muntik marape naiwasan mo lahat yun at hindi ka pumasok halos half of the school year, then third year you met Seungkwan who slowly changed you back again. Seungkwan also said that you were almost on the point were you wanted to kill yourself but luckily you met him and started to believe there's still a chance. A chance to be accepted by people."

Huminga ako ng malalim.

"Jeon Wonwoo im sorry pero hindi kita titigilan. Mahal na mahal kita at ayokong nasasaktan ka. Please let me prove it, huwag kang matakot na masaktan kasi gagawin ko lahat para maging masaya ka lang." He looked back at me.

Crying and smiling at the same time.

"Thank you Kim Mingyu, I love you."

"I love you too." With my last word I sealed our lips together. Hindi na ako nagpaligoyligoy pa.

Nandito siya sa harap ko at binigyan ako ng chance. Sa tingin niyo wala akong gagawin?

"Let me protect you senpai, and let me shower you with my love." Natawa siya. Corny ko pero as always sasabihin ko ulit, I'll do anything for Wonwoo.

Oh how I love that laugh.

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