Instant | Harry Styles Fanfiction

Chapter 13

'Samantha' he spoke, sounding shocked.

I looked at him, unable of knowing what to say or do he always had that affect on me. Making me go weak at the knees and feeling all tongue tied and twisted. But I had to suck it up and not let him crawl under my skin I refused to let him have that control over me.

He looked flawless, as usual. He had a navy blue shirt with white hearts on buttoned all the way up. He had black skinny jeans on as usual, making him look even more perfect tonight. He paired them with a pair of brown worn out boots, although he was a rich famous person he had tatty boots, making him seem cute and innocent. His hair was in a curly quiff, pushed off his face which I found extremely attractive. His green eyes sparkled as they poured into my eyes. His lips parted slightly and flushed a rich pink colour, as if he was about to say something but he didn't.

'I need to go to the toilet' I spoke, quickly.

Trying to shuffle past him and too the toilet, he was finally out of my life and I was trying to keep it that way. But it was always too good to be true because he always found his way to slip back into my life.

'Wait' he shouted, gripping my wrist and pulling me into a booth.

'What!' I bit at him.

'I-I need to talk to you' he stuttered.

'Well I have said all that I need to say , so goodbye' I spat.

'But I haven't' he almost whispered.

'Of course you haven't, you never do Harry and I am sick' I almost yelled.

'What Niall said is true' he abruptly spoke.

'W-wha, how do you know I heard that' I tried to say.

My heart started racing, my head started pounding I did what I always did when I was around Harry and ran, for the exit as quick as I could.

'SAMANTHA' he yelled, only making me speed up.

I reached the exit and ran outside and heading round the corner and pressed myself against the wall and tried to catch my breath. Suddenly I heard an echo of female screams and then my name being repeated again. Shit. I was about to make my second exit of the night but he reached the corner before I had time to process the thought.

'Samantha' he puffed, obviously as tired as I was.

'Harry do you know what, I had almost forgotten about you this past week, and I was happy with that and I prayed that you had forgotten about me as well and I did hear what Niall said, and once you've said it you can't take it back, but you will and confuse the hell out of me. I told you how I felt and I meant what I said but then I see you tonight, and I'm never sure just how to feel when your around, I speak my heart but don't know why, because you never really say what's on your mind. You let the silence do the talking and it is draining the life out of me I can't just can't do it any more Harry'

'Samantha -'

'Don-'

He suddenly placed his finger on my lips.

'No, listen you never let me explain so here is my chance to explain. What Niall said is true as soon as I saw you I felt something and with every time I saw you it grew, and grew. When you told me you hated me, I felt crushed. I am not very good with feelings, and expressing them but I have never felt like this about someone and I couldn't stop thinking about you. This whole week has been torture for me, you have been on my mind 24/7 and I didn't know how to stop it'

'Well why didn't you try and find me or text me, huh?'

'Because of what you said, I had to try and forget about what I felt and let you move on, I had to try and forget everything because my lifestyle would not be good for you and I know that your 5 minutes of fame were not appreciated and I couldn't bear to put you through it and watch you suffer, you were right we barley know each other-'

I crashed my lips against Harry's taking him by surprise. He suddenly opened his mouth and started to really kiss me, his tongue ran along my tongue. I had not idea what I was doing, but I couldn't stop myself. The taste of mint and alcohol lingered on Harry's lips and strangely it was a pleasant taste. He brought his hand up to cup my cheek as he kissed me harder, pushing me into the wall more. I brought my hand up to Harry's hair and ran my hand through his hair tugging at his curls making him gasp. It suddenly dawned on me what was happening, I placed my hands on Harry's chest and pushed him back breaking from the kiss.

'I am sorry' I panted.

I turned and ran towards the parked taxi not looking back at Harry but I heard my voice faintly. I jumped in and told the driver to go and I would give him directions.

The fall for Harry Styles was instant whether or not I would ever admit it to myself.