Dear Me

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Dear me,

I have been chased out of my village because I was caught draining the blood of a 12 year old. Sigh and my lover left me for some blonde girl. I don't even bother to write the year anymore because I don't care. Living in this hell is the worse.

Xavier cheated on me and literally stabbed me in the back. I remembered it like this:

~Flashback~

I was walking to the house, just after having a delicious family of 3. My senses are better than when I was a human. I could sense other vampires but I can't really sense other supernatural beings. I sensed Xavier in our little cabin by the lake where we would take our usual evening walks. Anyway, I ran to the house with speed unimaginable. I burst through the door only to see my lover with a blonde haired woman. I bet my face showed anger, shock, and sadness.

"How could you Xavier?" I asked, my voice becoming shaky.

"You were boring me. I had to find someone new." He said while grunting.

"I loved you. I thought you-"

"Loved you? Haha don't make me laugh. You aren't my mate." He cut me off with a dark laugh.

Everything he said was just like little daggers going into my no longer beating heart.

Not every one has a mate so it is possible that we can be love each other, right?

"You're wrong. You can't look me in my eyes and tell me you feel absolutely nothing." I challenged. I know he can't do it. He says my eyes is the most beautiful part about me.

He looked me in the eyes. "I feel nothing for you rené. Now leave."

"I will not leave. You love me." I desperately said.

"Isabella is my new lover. She's my mate." I watch as the tattoo appeared when he touched her. The tattoo is the kanji for love. It appears on the neck in black ink.

Tears formed in my eyes. Isabella got off the bed and rushed towards me but she was a tad bit slower than me but she grabbed my throat with blinding force.

"You're a werewolf." I choked out. I see her fangs seeping through her gums. I might be a vampire but I'm not trying to be paralyzed by a bite from a werewolf.

"Easy dear. Lets torture her first." Isabella took some steps back so that Xavier can take over. He punched me in the stomach. I gasped for air as the pain for the impact ripped through my body. I collapsed on the floor, holding my stomach. I hear chuckling.

"You were always weak." he said. "Dear, she is all yours." He turned away and looked out the window.

"I can't wait to make you wither in pain."

She took her claws and dug them deep into my sides. She punched and kicked me. My body had bruises all over. She stabbed her claws into my sides again. I scream out in pain.

"Alright alright. Don't want to kill her." Isabella retreated her claws from my bruised body.

"The fun was just starting." she said while giving Xavier a peck on the lips.

"Now now. We have all day my love." He pulled her into a loving hug.

Okay I might be a vampire but watching this is hurting my heart. He walked up to me.

"Wh-what a-are you planning t-to do with m-me?" I stuttered. I was terrified. He grabbed my neck and dragged me all over the house while his mate just watched in amusement. He slammed me into a wall. I didn't feel the pain because I didn't care anymore. I slid on to the floor. I just sat there thinking about how stupid I was to think he was my mate.

I stood up slowly. My wounds slowly healed but I needed to feed on someone so that I can heal faster. I feel Xavier come behind me and wrap his arm around my neck.

"Sweet dreams love." I feel the knife plunge into my back multiple times. I could feel the blood pouring out of me. He continued to stab me until I was rendered unconscious.

I awoke hours later to discover my body bandaged up. I looked around and I see a man, around my age, mixing a potion.

"Who are you?" I asked

"My name is Raphael and I am a wizard." He said while adding something to the potion. He grabbed a stone bowl and scooped some up. He calmly walked to me.

"Here drink this." I grabbed the bowl and looked at the mysterious liquid.

"What is it?"

"It's a liquid that will make you stronger. It will enhance your senses beyond a vampires and it will heal you faster. You can not die if you drink this potion. You can only be put to sleep with a powder that is strong enough to counter the potion. With this potion, you will be the Ultimate Vampire." He explained.

"Why are you giving me this?" I was confused. He didn't even know me but he was willing to give me a potion this strong.

"Because Xavier killed my family and I want revenge." He simply said.

"How do you know about-"

"I went into your mind René."

I nodded. I took one last look at the bright orange potion.

"How can I be sure that you won't betray me?" I asked.

"Because we both want him to suffer." With a sadistic smile, I drank the potion.

~End of flash back~

Back to real life. My life is starting to take a dark turn. We have been searching for Xavier and his lover for months but with no luck. Raph said he got a lead that he was in a town in the south. I guess we are headed there. Raph and I are beginning to see each other as friends now and it's nice to have a wizard around.

Well my life is nothing but shit. I am just glad to have found a friend to share it with. Let me make a toast: To us and our shitty life together.

Forever yours,

René

Author's note

I am going to switch it up a bit. I planned on writing this story in the from of a diary but I changed my mind. The next chapter will start off in the year we are in now but throughout the book, there will be flashbacks. So I hope you enjoy my story.