Dear Me

Bad at Love

Rene POV

Raph and I proceeded into the house. I couldn't look at him so i just looked down at the ground. James came down from my room.

"Our parents are on their way back. They want me to move our belongings back to our old house so I will get started on that. I'll go find a truck so i can move it all at once." I just nodded. He walked up to me and kissed my cheek. I gave him a small smile. Then he left. 

It was just Randy, Raph, and Me. Randy got off the couch and headed for the door.

"I'll be going now." 

"Wait I'll walk you out." I gave raph a look that said don't say anything but raph returned the look with a smirk. He grabbed Randy by the waist and proceeded out the door. 

Raph's POV

I closed the door behind me and I got in the car with Randy. I leaned in to give him a kiss. 

"What's wrong?" I asked. I could tell he wasn't feeling it. 

"I'm okay. I just need to lie down."

"Okay I'll let you go. I will come by later."

"No Raph. I don't want you to. I think we need a break."  

I just looked dumbfounded. A break? Did he see us kiss? No he didn't.

"A break? Are you stupid? You can't take a break from your mate."

He looked hurt so i just got out the car and went back inside. 

Rene's POV

I see the look of distraught on Raph's face.

"What's wrong?" I asked as I walk over to him. He looked me in the eyes.

"Randy just left me."

"And you don't care?" I asked. He seemed confused about something. 

"I'm Raph. I don't care about anyone." I rolled my eyes and started to walk away from him. He Grabbed me and pulled me back into his arms. He held me tight. I embraced him.

"You can be an asshole sometimes." He chuckles and breaks the hug.

He lifts my face to kiss me. I am frozen. I don't know what to do so I just let it happen. His soft lips brushed against mine. He held me tight against his body. I could feel the heat come off his body. The smell of him was intoxicating. He deepens the kiss. I could feel myself getting more and more excited. He breaks the kiss and whispers in my ear.

"Lets take this to your room." I felt chills go down my back from his breath touching my ear. I nodded so he lifts me up and takes me to my room.

He placed me on the bed gently and we resumed kissing. This time he was a little bit more aggressive. His kissing was more aggressive. He bit my bottom lip kind of hard. He left my lips and went to my neck. I shivered as i felt his cold breath on my neck. I gasped when I felt his tongue lick my neck slowly. I let a moan out when i felt him suck and bite my neck. 

"Raph we shouldn't be doing this. You have Randy and I have James." I managed to say while he was sucking on my neck.

He looked up. "I need this Rene. I need you. " He resumed to kissing my neck.

"But what if we get caught?"

"Now that's the exciting part. What if we get caught?" He smirked as one of his hands went  lower.

"I want you now." He said as his hand slid into my pants.

Randy's POV

I'm never going to have Raph to myself. I will always be his second choice even though i'm his mate. I need to get rid  of Rene and then I can have Raph. He might hate me but at least she will be out of the picture. I thought as I entered what was once Rene's torture chamber.

We should have let her die. Why did we have to save her? 

I walk deeper in the cave. I was hit in the head with an object. I blacked out.

When I came to, I looked around to see xavier. 

"Xavier I have been looking for you. I want to join you. I realized you can't trust them." I said as I Looked off at a wall.

"What makes you think I will trust you?" 

"Because I know you want revenge. On top of that I came looking for you."

"If you want to prove your loyalty to me, Answer this question. Where are their parents?" He smirked.

I chuckled. 

Revenge is sweet.

Rene's POV

I had to quickly clean my bedroom with tons of bleach and other cleaning products. James could be back at any moment to move their stuff! I stripped down and throw my clothes into washer. I grab a baby blue fitted dress to hug my curves and a random bra. 

"I don't see why you are in such a hurry. By the way, you forgot panties." Said Raph while holding up the pair he ripped, I grabbed them to throw them away outside. I quickly made my bed with clean non Raph scented sheets. To top it off, I sprayed air freshener. 

As soon as I was done doing all that, the door bell rang. I ran down to answer it. I opened the door to be greeted by a kiss. James pulled me into a hug. I hugged back.  He then gave my ass a squeeze.

"You might want to put on panties." I blushed and nodded. I used my speed to rush up to my room. Raph was gone.

Oh he must have teleported. I thought. I grabbed a pair of lace panties and slipped them on. I rush back down.

"Lets get started."

3 hours later

I was home alone so I decided to pull out my diary.

Dear me,

I have had quite the week. Last week I was kidnapped and tortured. This week I am having sex with raph. I just don't have the best life at the moment but I will just live it right? The mistake has already been made. I don't regret it. It was just a one time thing. Anyway I hope I can get my life together. Here's to 50 shades of Rene.

Love,

Rene

I close my diary and slide it under my pillow. I fall asleep, forgetting about reality.

Xavier's POV

I have her parents thanks to Randell. I thought as I stare at them.

"What do you want with us?" Asked the woman

"You're bait." I simply replied.

"Bait for who?" Asked the man

"For a certain vampire."

"We kill vampires."

"One has been living under your roof."

"What?"

"Your daughter is a vampire and I am going to kill her."

Author's Note

Who knew Randy would turn bad but there is more Renel in this chapter so yay. Thanks to @trashedits For the ideas and the inspiration. I got two chapters out today because of you. Guys check out his story called 'inevitable'.