Dear Me

You're just a ghost now

Author's note

Okay so the title of this came from a song who is sung by Gabbie Hanna. The name is called 'Out Loud' just in case any of you want to listen to it.

René's POV

We have been searching for Randy for like 2 hours now and still no sign of him. We went by his job but they said he hasn't been in for about 4 days now. Raph didn't want to admit it but he was missing him. I could tell. All I could do is be there for him as he looks for his mate.

"What did I do to deserve this?" He asked.

"Well first you're an asshole. Second you cheated with me. He probably saw that we kissed which made him go off the radar for awhile. Maybe he will turn up soon." I said while the wind blew through my curly hair. We were in raph's car.

"Thanks for the answer I didn't want." He said sarcastically.

"The truth hurts." I said nonchalantly

"Thanks for your input." He said while rolling his eyes.

~8:00pm~

"Raph maybe we should head back to my house. We aren't going to find him if we don't rest. And I need to feed. I don't think you want me to feed on you." I said. He just nodded and did a U-turn.

"We aren't going to find him. He's gone. I fucked up big time. I am just a screw up." He said while his grip on the steering wheel tightened and I can see his knuckles turn white from how hard he was gripped the wheel.

"Raph  we are going to find him." I reassured him.

"No we won't. I messed up and I don't know how to fix it." He said.

"Well you could always start with I'm sorry."

He continued to look at the road as we headed back to my place.

When we got to my place, I realized my parents weren't home yet.

"Weren't  your parents suppose to be back today?" Raph commented.

"Um yeah but maybe they had to stay over an extra day or something." I hid the fact that I was worrying. This has never happened before. Maybe I'm just being a bit paranoid because Xavier is still out there and he has probably doubled his efforts now that his mate is dead.

"Don't worry too much. I'm sure they are fine."

Xavier's pov

"What are you planning on doing with us?" Said the mom of rené

"I'm using you as bait. Randall go to rené's house and lure them here."

"Will do." He said as he walked outside to get in the car.

Now this is where it gets fun.

Randy's pov

Before I get in the car, I search the car for weapons to help me take down the both of them. For René, I found a vervain bomb and for Raph I found a needle with some type of paralysis liquid in it. I threw the stuff in the passenger seat and off I went.

When I pull up to René's house, I sit there for a minute.

Now I have to face them.. knowing what they did. It just makes me even more angry. I thought to myself as I get out the car and hide my weapons. I took a breath as I hit the doorbell. A few seconds later, I come face to face with René. It took everything in my power to not shove that vervain bomb down her throat. I offered a fake smile.