Being Different (editing)

Chapter 11 | Weakness

It was then as I closed the door behind me in Ash's bedroom that I collapsed to my knees my head resting against the closed door.

I felt weak.

Physically and mentally I felt utterly weak.

The light headiness must have been from the lack of food but I've never felt weak from it, this is when I truly did not know what was happening to me and I cringed as pain begun sweeping through my body.

"AVA!" Ash called out from downstairs, probably forgetting about the fear and shock he felt after I almost killed Whitney-Bitch. I'm guessing he's gonna be more than pissed off, being an Alpha he has an urge to protect his pack and I just threatened them even though she started it.

"AVA!" He was closer now at this point and I quickly tried to gather myself to my feet so he wouldn't know that I'm weak. I staggered to my feet my tail was nothing like it usually was, it looked like it belonged to a dead animal and my ears were as tense on my head as I listened for Ash's feet closing in.

I just made it to my feet as Ash pummelled the door down

Weird I didn't hear him.

But from the brute force of the door being shoved I was thrown to the floor and that's where I stayed.

"Shit! Ava!" Ash immediately bent down to help me my body like a limp corpse in his arms. I didn't know what was happening to me and my mind was in a daze. I don't know but my body felt as if it was just a massive pile of jelly, moving about with the earth but technically not moving an inch from its original position.

"Ava, look at me please," Ash gripped my head as he held me bridal style in an attempt for the mate bond to heal me. His hand was rested on my cheek supporting my head forcing me to look into his eyes, how much I loved those eyes.

But, in all honesty. I think it has something to do with my vampire side.

Ash's eyes glazed over for a moment making his brown orbs a lighter shade loosing it's lovely lively colour. But it soon returned his frown etched into his face as he watched me.

I could hear his blood pulsing through his veins but it made me sick and hungry at the same time and I fought for control. I squirmed and groaned in his embrace as he held me closer to him making it worse yet better at the same time better.

It was cruel to feel this way. Half my body wanted Ash to wrap his arms around me and never let me go, while another part wanted Ash to lean that one or two inches closer so I could penetrate the flesh of his neck and suck his warm crimson blood from his body.

I felt so weak in his presence.

"Ava! Please don't leave me! I just found you, don't go." It broke my heart to hear him say this but I would rather him watch me die then see the monster I am as I drain all the blood from his body.

"Alpha, let me take the Luna and let us see what we can do with her." Ash softly growled as who I presume is a pack member trying to help me. But at this point my body felt so droopy and my eyes were closing and it was a trial just to attempt to keep them open.

My ears then went I couldn't hear anything but I could faintly see the fuzzy outline of Ash yelling at people and countless pack members trying to help me.

"A-ssh," I mumbled out barley audible but I guess he heard it as Ash turned to me his face literally dripping with tears.

He screamed at me you could tell but my ears were too far gone to even try and make out what he was trying to say. All I could tell was whatever he was trying to tell me seemed really important.