Being Different (editing)

Chapter 32 | You Have To Fight

Ava Pov (WHAT?!)

I was so cold.

I felt like I was shaking an earthquake or something, this coldness and darkness of this place made me feel safe. I sat circled up in a ball, in the foetus position. My small yet strong body was shaking violently, with unease or the coldness around me I will not know. But I did know that I felt as if I was being watched. My tail shook with unease and my ears swivelled around the top of my head checking for dangers.

She was here.

"How'd you know?" Seconds after I thought that I heard her metallic voice, it sent shivers down my spine as I listened and looked around me searching for where she might be.

"Over here," she told me her voice so close it made me jump. I turned around me to my right to see her sitting there a light chuckle making her form shake as she laughed at how shocked I was too see her.

"Surprise." She told me, moving here hands in a sort of waving motion beside her to emphasise the weirdness and surprise of the situation.

I stood up in surprise looking around me as I made sure I was in this place. The stars twinkled softly and I stood on an invisible platform, the stars underneath me still shining as bright as the ones higher up.

"What am I doing here?" I asked breathlessly, the shock making it hard to speak.

"Your dead." She told me finally, a hint of sadness in her voice.

I was confused at first, but as cliche as it was...my memories came back to me. The pain and scenes all replayed in my mind forcing me to hold my head softly, in an effort to stop the repeated banging inside my skull. My ears were forced back no longer sensing the danger and my tail went lack behind me.

I remember murdering my father...I remember murdering my adoptive siblings...I remember murdering my mother...

Then I killed Aiden...

I smiled, he was gone!

I turned to see the Moon Goddess hunched over watching something over the invisible platform.

Looking down I could see a screen of some sorts, replaying a movie. This movie or show consisted of so much screaming it bounced off this plain in repeated motions so it seemed the screaming came from all around me.

I slowly walked to where the Moon Goddess sat, sitting softly next to her staring the screen.

It brought tears to my eyes.

Hundreds of different pack members stood around my cold and bloody body. I had been taken off the crystal and taken outside the pack house, by none other than Nathan, i could see the blood all around his body and I felt the tears fall.

What made me smile though was a young girl that came forward and began to comfort him, he was crying but when he looked at her he looked that slightest bit happier and it made me smile softly to know that Nathan found a mate he deserves.

Looking to the other side of my body it made me have to hold my mouth to stop the soft sob that was about to escape.

Jenny was crouched over my body her face on my chest, she didn't care that she was getting all my blood over her. She was sobbing loudly her hands wrapping around my arm as she practically lay on top of my body.

I leant down trying to reach her but I couldn't reach her. The Moon Goddess had reached her long and pale arm around my waist and held me back.

"LET ME GO! SHE NEEDS ME!" I screeched trying desperately to rip the Moon Goddesses arm off from around my waist, I tried my hardest to wiggle my way from her grasp.

But I was too weak.

"The only thing you'll find if I let you go is a pit of nothingness, where you shall fall for eternity." She told me calmly, I cried harder and threw myself at the Moon Goddess gripping her dress into my fists as she slowly ran her hand down the length of my back.

"LET ME SEE JENNY!" I yelled again hugging her tighter to me than before.

"Your body isn't healing, your heart wasn't affected but your body isn't healing like it should. I believe those crystals of yours knew that you wanted to be gone, cancelling out your healing." She gazed down at my body, the scene of Jenny and Nathan crying next to my body, leaving a scar in mind. "Right now the part of you that is here talking to me, is the part that yet hasn't snapped."

I gazed at her curiously my tears still dripping with tears.

"Your the part of Ava's mind that still wants to live. But, since so much of your body has given up on living you are right now around 10% of your mind that does want to live. The rest has given up, but you can gain them back, make them think differently."

I looked back up the Moon Goddesses face, her hair covering it as usual.

"I'll do anything." I told her softly my fists loosening in her dress.

"Good," the happiness in her tone was unmistakable and it made me smile softly up at her, even though I couldn't see her eyes I hoped they twinkled and shone with pride.

"What you need to do..." She stopped her words, her voice drifting softly off as if she was trying to remember something.

"Fight. You have done it all your life, now it is time to be the hero that saves the day and returns back to her family."

I beamed a smile but one thought stuck with my mind.

"Moon Goddess?"

"Yes Ava?"

"A man talked to me as I was dying...who was he."

As soon as I finished that sentence her body begun to disappear into the darkness the parts of her body turning into star dust as it drifted away from me in a large mass.

"He's coming," she told me all emotion lost from her voice.

I wonder who that man is :3

I'm sorry it's short! I'm just setting up the storyline so the story can flow better!

Guesses in the comments and I'll try to write the next chapter as soon as possible!

Love you my angels!