Being Different (editing)

Chapter 21 | "Your Not A Monster, Not An angel But A Girl Who Is Different,"

After I watched myself in the mirror I completely blanked out the time I spent with Nathan moments ago just completely gone in an instant. Nothing comprehended with me and apparently I took around three days to final come too.

Apparently it was Jenny who had donated a full bag of blood and asked them to feed it to me to see if I would wake up. Apparently Jenny's blood was the one thing that took me out of my trance, making me fully awakened and feeling stronger.

After that I got an earful from both Jenny and Nathan about how even if I don't like I was supposed to drink blood on a regular basis so stuff like this wouldn't happen again.

While listening my whole body was full forward with the idea. That image of drinking the blood and making it so I became stronger was very appealing to my body.

But it was just my mind and the way I thought that made the idea seem disgusting and off putting. Drinking the blood of my enemies and friends was just so cruel and wrong for me. The images of blood soaked floors and exposed necks making me feel nauseous as that overcoming anxiety and fear of how I truly was a monster coming back to haunt me.

"I'm not doing it," I said finally as I laid in the hospital bed in still only my bra and panties.

Jenny and Nathan were still in the room, glares and worried expressions the only thing being seen on there faces. I still kept to myself hating the way I looked with that red eye and that scar running down it, I was right now curled up in a ball on the bed sitting up a thin sheet over the top of me so Jenny nor Nathan get a sight of me in only my underwear.

"I know you hate it, but goddammit Ava! If you don't do this you will ultimately kill yourself and destroy this pack since there isn't a proper leader!" Nathan screamed out yet again a fist pounding its way into the wall.

My ears twitched with the noise my tail motionless, my hair kept falling on my face and I only moved the hair that fell on the right side, leaving the hair that covered the left since that was the eye that had overcome with the colour of that sickly red.

"I'll hand the alpha position over to you. You would be better at it anyway and Jenny could even become the Beta." Nathan looked at me as if to say 'you even do that I will destroy everything you love' but Jenny only looked at me with a broken gaze torn between what was most likely best for me or what was best for this pack.

I can understand why she is so torn. The protector role that had been placed in me and her probably making it so difficult to speak up in a situation like this. She is my protector as I am to her we are both meant to be there for each other in the roughest and best of times making sure that we both stay safe and unharmed. She understood what I had been through, apparently her family hated her as well being a werewolf shifter in an all human family.

It was rare for something like this to happen but not impossible.

She was apparently already hated in her family (which were human) even when they thought she was human but then when she shifted they all claimed that she was a demon.

Her mother screamed at her...

Her sister beat her...

Her brother turned a blind eye...

And finally her father kicked her out so she was left a defenceless 10 year old in the middle of a world that she didn't understand.

She guessed most of the things that happened to me and Nathan told her some other details him realising that we were each other's protectors and meant to be there for each other.