Being Different (editing)

Chapter 31 | Wake Up

It's short but it sets up my other chapters.

I would like to dedicate this chapter to an awesome girl who I can partially relate to Subconscious_Suicide she is awesome and a talented writer and I demand that everyone go read her book right this instant!

Other than that continue with the chapter :P

Unknown Pov

I could feel the pain she felt even if we had been apart for so long.

It was dumb of me to find another person to love and I couldn't imagine what pain I had put Ava through at the time, it was a drunken mistake that I wish I could take back.

I felt guilty and horrible, whatever made her feel that amount of pain must mean she is extremely close to death or is being tortured. But with her vampire and werewolf abilities combined I hoped she would be fine before I find her.

I feel the pain she felt and it felt as if a fire had been set off in the middle of my stomach.

I eventually collapsed and fainted from the pain (as unprofessional as it was) I was further to,d that nothing was wrong and it most likely had something to do with the bond I share with Ava.

Soon after I had left the pack under the watchful eye of my beta and left the pack house to go in search for my girl.

Her heartbeat was faintly replaying in my mind as if she hanged by a thread.

I could even hear the sounds around her and feel the feeling of a comfortable space, but I could never see.

But Ava better watch out because I'm coming, full speed ahead.

Jenny Pov

I continued to hold onto Ava's hand as I sobbed into the shitty hospital bed. Oh whoops I used a bad word didn't I? Let me rephrase that, I continued to hold onto Ava's hand as I sobbed into the 'CRAPPY' hospital bed.

Yeah it sucks being fourteen.

Soon after the war since we had taken over the pack lots of the warriors and pack members remembered Ava and practically worshipped her since she killed the brutal Alpha. There pack were amazing fighters since Aiden (there Alpha) had trained them mercilessly and barley without breaks, that's why they lost because they barley had anytime to even sleep and eat since nearly all there money was spent on training and lab equipment.

It was insane what there laboratory was filled with, it was unbelievable. They told everything they were working on since Nathan asked and he was there new Beta, our gamma and there gamma are meant to fight for the position soon but at the moment it's kinda cool how we have two gammas.

But the new entire combined pack is now called "Moon's Blood," it's meant so that it represents there old pack and the blood that was shed while becoming one whole pack which is quite nice. Still this pack is finding it hard to adjust since Ava hasn't woken up yet and hasn't even showed any signs of waking up at all.

Once again the nurse walked in, Sapphire her name was.

She knew why I didn't want to talk and the first couple of days she tried to make me speak but unless Ava was here with me I felt no point in moving.

Ava and I had that special bond. I'm not gonna say something cheesy like 'even if we didn't share the bond we would still be extremely close' but even before I realised that the bond was there Ava was still kind to me, she put my leg back into place when I didn't know how. She would have done it for anyone but I'm still glad she was kind enough to deal with a screaming little girl.

But once we both did realise the bond was there I'm so glad she didn't leave me like most people did.

On that note, my dumb brother and his mate...we have gotten closer and things have been going better. But I'll still never be able to trust him like I have placed trust in Ava, he abandoned me the first chance he got and his selfish ass made it so I was put in a dangerous war and forced to fight battles I never thought I would fight.

The only reason I'm actually trying to be nice to that idiot is because Ava literally told me to be nice to him and give him a chance.

I hold some resentment to her, and I hate myself for it.

I still remember when I yelled at her. It was for a good reason, she wanted to end her suffering...and she had a lot of suffering. If she needed to end it by doing that I would try to stop her...but if I can't? I'll lead her to the beach and tell her goodbye so she can finally be happy.

While in my thoughts I didn't realise that Sapphire was mumbling things to herself, but still soft enough for me to hear and what she said made me sob more into the crappy hospital bed.

"I hope you can pull yourself out of this bind, because it doesn't seem like your gonna be able to do very soon,"

She soon left not even sparing me a glance as she left the room silent tears streaming down her face as well.

I held Ava's hand tighter than before as I let out all my bottled up emotions.

"You shouldn't go!" I yelled holding her hand tighter with both of mine. I squished my eyes together, tighter than before hoping that I could stop the tears.

"I didn't get to say goodbye!" I screamed.

I fell face first on to the bed as I stay seated on the chair, gripping her hand so tight I think I was making it loose circulation.

I soon felt a hand on my shoulder and immediately looked into the eyes of my older brother, his mate standing behind him.

"It's not fair." He told me softly as he patted my shoulder awkwardly.

Not into pretending to like him or his mate who I loath the sight of standing behind me, I shook of his hand off my shoulder so it fell back to his side.

"Go away..." I told him softly not even looking at him as I ran my thumb along Ava's hand in a soothing matter, successfully rubbing all my tears from her perfect skin.

"That's no way to speak to your brother." Jake told me firmly Matilda behind him doing a slight gasp.

"I don't have a brother...he vanished and never came back." I whispered softly looking down into my lap so the hair fell over my face, my thumb tracing patterns on Ava's hand.

"Jenny what are you sayi-"

"IM SAYING YOUR NO BROTHER TO ME! SO STOP TRYING!" I screamed successfully standing up and turning so the chair I was sitting in was pushed back narrowly missing Matilda as I glared daggers at Jack.

"IM YOUR BROTHER AND YOU WILL RESPECT ME! YOU DON'T GET TO TREAT ME LIKE DIRT!" Jack screamed equally as ferocious.

I growled lowly "YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE MY BROTHER! I WOULD RATHER HAVE YOU DEAD THAN ALIVE! THE ONLY REASON I EVER TALKED TO YOU WAS AVA AND RIGHT NOW MY PROTECTOR IS LAYING HALF DEAD IN A SHITTY HOSPITAL BED! SO I'M JUST LETTING YOU KNOW THAT YOUR A PEICE OF SHIT AND I HOPE YOU NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN! LEAVE!" I screamed halfway through my words my eyes beginning to water again as I repeatedly gesture around the shitty hospital room.

I did even bother to see if he processed my words. I brought the chair back to its original spot, sat down and begun tracing patterns in Ava's hand again with my thumb.

Jack was breathing heavily behind me, obviously mad. Matilda's began whispering things into his ear before I heard them walk out and leave, Jack making sure to slam the door on his way out.

Then I continued my routine of sobbing into Ava's stone cold hand.