Being Different (editing)

Chapter 41 | Everything's Okay

Jenny Pov

I don't even give a shit about the time anymore.

Like screw that shit. I have finished my depressing stage of Ava being half dead but now I was pissed off at everything, people, animals and even that fucking glass in the corner of the room that I repour every hour telling myself 'Ava will be thirsty when she wakes up.'

But I'm not so sure anymore.

As I watch her steady breathing, the wound had closed over mere hours ago and the doctors and Sapphire said it was a miracle. I was smiling at that point and I thought she would be waking up soon.

But she hasn't woken up yet.

I'm sad and angry and I want to hug Ava so hard that she never leaves again. It's annoying how she left in the first place, I want her with me and I don't want her gone any longer, I can tell Ash feels the same way as we both continue to glare at everything in the room besides each other and Ava.

Me and Ash have gotten closer with that 'unspoken relationship' were really quite close and he's admitting to being Ava's mate and how he feels horrible about it. I'm not sure what drugs I was on but I believed and forgave him and I even watched as a grown man began to cry tears of joy, he told me his wolf was so happy that I had forgiven him since I was Ava's protector.

I smiled so much that day and I felt that I had a male role model to look up to in life.

Everything was beginning to fall into place and now what me and Ash now waited for was that final peace to be put into place with Ava being back with me so she can tell me 'it's okay' and she can make me feel safe again

My wolf was anxious to run as she hadn't been let out in ages, the reason being we were waiting for Ava but there's only so much a wolf can take. Ash had apparently been worse, his mate was in a hospital bed and he hadn't been let out since Ash came here. So both our wolves were hungry to feel the forest around them.

So we sat next to that hospital bed sacrificing the sanity of our wolves as we waited for her to wake up.

Just please wake up Ava.

I was whimpering quietly, it was getting harder to restrain my wolf and I could feel her pushing for a shift, Ash noticed this and was watching my form shake my face contour in pain as I tried to steady my breathing.

"You need to go for a run, your wolf is pushing through and at this rate your gonna seriously hurt yourself." Ash spoke to me while his face scrunched in worry for me.

I whimpered again and forced myself to look at him. "But she might wa-wake up. I have to be here." I mumbled as I used my arms to wrap around my frame as a pain shot through my chest.

"I'll come with you, we'll get Nathan to stay here with her and if she wakes he will tell you. That way both of us are here the same time so she doesn't want to murder me." Ash mumbled quietly as he looked away in shame, I felt bad for him but I didn't feel extremely bad. The way he treated Ava got me pissed off every time I thought about it.

"Bu-t I don't want to g-o." I said shakily as I felt my claws extend through my hands and draw blood, it hurt a lot more than it should since I was resisting the shift and hadn't done it in a while.

Ash looked over at me and saw the blood dripping from my palms and he shot out of his seat and carried my like a baby out of the room. My vision was getting hazy at that point and I remember Ash talking to a nurse about Nathan.