Blame It On Me

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Hi guys kind of excited about Jake and Arnold's confrontation let's see who will win against each other's iron of will.

Kind of bloated from my dinner burp (excuse me hehe)

Picture of Arnold Saavedra on the right=====>>>>>

Song is Blame by Tiago Iorc

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CHAPTER TWELVE

Arnold's POV

I still can't believe that after all this time, after all the fun that we had he still wants me to stay away from him.

I was lost for word while looking in his expressionless face don't know how to reply to that.

He was about to step out from my car when my hand automatically moved as if it have a mind of it's own stopping him from walking away.

 "So you mean to say that you still want me to stay away from you?" I asked him gaging his reaction, I tried to look him in the eyes but he avoided making eye contact with me.

I can't help but grabbed the strands of my hair trying to control myself from exploding because I can feel that any minute I might explode.

"You promised Arnold and I hope you will honor that promise, and this is actually for the best." he said still avoiding my gaze.

I felt my blood going to my head hearing him said that. "Bullshit Jake, what do you mean it's for the best." I cursed loudly since it doesn't make sense to me, and I saw him stiffen from my sudden outburst.

I took a deept breath trying to calm myself since I know that I'm scaring him judging from the way that he looks at me.

"We are two different people Arnold, I know my place." he said looking at his shoes being careful on what to say.

"Jake I'm just a simple guy, I'm just like everybody else that likes to have friends." I said calmly this time.

"Sorry Arnold I already made my decision, and I hope you can respect my decision." he said smiling bitterly, then pulled his hand away from my hand.

"You know what I don't understand." I said while he started walking away.

"What I don't understand is, why are you running away to something that you want and don't deny it Jake we have a connection." I asked him confused as hell.

"You're wrong Arnold, it's not always about you, this time it's my decision to stay away from you ." he said bitterly.

"You're a coward Jake." I barely whispered and saw him flinched hearing those words.

Finally he turned his back and look at me and I saw tears running from his eyes that he was trying to hide.

"You are absolutely right Arnold, I'm a spineless coward, I'm scared that because of me you might get in trouble again since all the people that gotten close to me ended in a bad situation, just like the time that you almost kicked out because of me and I don't want that to happen again." he said finally letting his tears flow freely.

"Have you forgotten that because of you as well, I was able to clear my name?" I asked him since he clearly forgotten that he testify in my behalf.

"And I'm the main reason  why you got into that mess in the first place." Jake said.

"Jake.... Don't you ever blame yourself since you are the victim, you don't have to shoulder all the blame since it's not your fault, if you're going to blame someone then blame me instead since it's my own action that gotten me in that mess anyway, if something bad happened to me for wanting to befriend with you then blame me." I said smiling at him wiping the tears from his face.

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