I Remember the Boy (BoyxBoy)

I Love Him

Hi guys just got home from Enchanted Kingdom and the experience is not ok because of power failure we haven't tried the other rides oh well...

Thanks Rugene like that Jakesexual hehe

Picture of Arnold on the right===========>>>>>

Song is I Love You by Celine Dion

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CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

Arnold's POV

We won! and I am just so happy since it only means that we will go to the quarterfinals, and I'm quite happy about it but for some reason it feels like something is missing.

Well that's given since eversince I decided to stay away from Jake I felt a shalow feeling inside me that I tried so hard to ignore.

I already admitted it to myself, it's official I fell in love with Jake Angelo, I didn't know when did is starts but the most baffling thing is what I am feeling for him, I mean we are friends and most importantly we're both men for crying out loud.

So I decided to avoid him as much a possible, hoping that my feeling will just go away even to the point that I feel like hurting inside.

After taking a shower I decided to go straight to where my ride is parked, I thought that I was alone but got surprise when I saw Jake clearly waiting for me.

"Hi Jake, how are you?" I asked him without looking at him, and I can feel my heart beating faster just by getting near him and it scares me so much.

"I'm good thank you, I'm just wondering if we can talk?" I heard him say full of uncertainty in his voice while standing few feet away from me.

"Sorry Jake, I need to go, I need to do something important for my mom." I said still avoiding his gaze.

"Arnod don't you want to be friend with my anymore?" he said and i can hear pain in his voice, and I can't believe that I 'm the reason why he's hurting like this, I finally looked in his face and heart breaks seeing him cry.

"No, I still want to be your friend." I said trying to give him a reassuring smile.

"Then why are you avoiding me these past days, did I do something bad to you if I did please forgive me...." he said and the pain in his eyes hurts me more.

"You didn't do anything wrong Jake, it is just... it is just..." I said trying to find the right words, but can't seem to come up with the proper thing to say without exposing my true feelings for him.

"Please tell me Arnold, cause it confuses me as hell why you're acting that way, this is the first time that I actually have a friend and i don't know how to deal with it, I don't know what to do for you not to avoid me anymore." he said, and it took a lot of self control not to come running to him and holding him in my arms.

I just remained speechless standing there like a statue looking at his miserable state.

"I get it Arnold, I will just leave you if that's what you want, but always remember that I'm always thankful because I met you guys and for the first time in my life I felt cared by someone." he said giving me one smile before turning his back on me, starting to walk away from me.

I felt like my heart is being squeezed real tight from the thought of losing Jake, and without thinking my feet started to move on it's accord and my arms around him hugging him tight and then I felt Jake stiffen from the suddeness of my action.

"Please don't go Jake , I love you." I finally admitted and felt my tears flowing from my eyes.

I moved him so I can see his face and saw disbelief in Jake's face after hearing my confession, I waited for him to response but he just remained quiet.