Wild and sleepless,the night for me was restless. Tears and fear were all that I felt.
With the most heaviest heart I woke up to Spencer questioning me, words that were barely making any sense to me.
"Will you please explain this to me?" She threw a newspaper with the headline,"Niall Horan spotted with a mystery girl, is this the end of #Nelena?"
That was clearly me.Spencer had suspicion written all over her face. I knew I had some explaining to do.
"ALEXIS HOW DO YOU KNOW MY IDOL? WHAT WERE YOU DOING?" she questioned.
"Spence, ca-n we not do this now? Don't we-, I have to attend my parents funeral in an hour." I looked down as my eyes flooded with tears.
"Hey," she hugged me.
"I can't.." I whispered.
"You can, they're not gone."
She looked at me.
"They are right where your heart is. Always alive and always with you." She rubbed my back.
I nodded.
I slipped into a black dress, a very simple one.
Austin, My step dad had come to pick us up.
Me and Spencer slid behind on the back seat while I held her hand, and squeezed it a little.
At Church, almost everyone who knew my family was present, making me feel better knowing I'm not alone. Caleb was there too, he dared not to speak.
I walked up to the Altar, where Mom and Dad lay, lifeless in their coffins. My heart was hurting. I was falling weak, I didn't know what wrong I had done to lose them.
Austin, aka Dad held me by my shoulder as I cried.
Soon enough the Mass ended, and it was time for burial.
As all gathered there, the Priest asked if anyone had any thing to say about them. I stood up, and went over facing them.
"Hi- Hi guys, I-I have something to say. I've written a eulogy." I sighed taking a deep breath,"These people..they, They were not only my parents,but my-my everything. My support, my pillar everything. I wouldn't have ever imagined being loved as much as they did. Mom, mom wa- is just the most amazing human being, she taught me to love me. Dad, he accepted me and loved me beyond any measure. I- I can't thank him for everything he did." I broke.
The crowd looked at me with sympathy.
Spencer stood beside me, as they lowered them into the ground.
"I can't believe this is it," I cried on her shoulder.
"I know," She was crying too.
After a whole lot of traumatizing stage when everyone came and gave their condolences, and had left, only Caleb was there.
He looked at me, his eyes showed worry and I could say he had been crying.
"He-hey," he said as he approached me.
"Hi?"
"I'm sorry about what..what happend the other night, I'm only doing it for your sake."
"Its okay, I don't want to talk about it." I walked away, knowing if I stood there any longer I'd be broken once again.
All I needed at that moment was to be by myself.
I rushed home, and for the rest of the day, just locked myself in the room, crying and being a mess.
Niall had called me over 10 times but I never bothered to answer.
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Sorry short chapter :(
