- 5YEARS LATER-
-Niall's P.O.V-
"Thank you Dublin!" I said into my microphone,ending one of the many concerts we played to in 5years.
"You guys never fail to be the best crowd! Thank you and we love you." Liam said.
The crowd screamed louder as we made our way backstage.
Playing infront of young fans from my hometown gave me a different feeling of satisfaction, and a feeling of pride as to how far I've come.
5 years back, I auditioned for the Xfactor. Since then, my life completely changed. From a normal teenage lad from Ireland, to being a part of the world's biggest boyband, everything happend so quick, that I barely got a chance to even believe how far I've come.
We started off as auditioning as solo artists, but none of us made through, only for us 5 or may I say 4 of us to achieve and live the common dream we all have.
We started as 5 boys Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Zayn Malik, Harry Styles and Me ofcourse, but now we are 4 as Zayn left the band to follow something he always wanted, and we supported his decision and respect it. Now the four of us have grown even stronger and our fans have given us incredible support.
Touring the world,meeting fans everything was so amazing, but I knew there was something that lacked.
Yes, The support of a girl who still means everything to me, Alexis.
Everything in my life happend so fast, and as I tried to cope with everything, my heart was still with her. Still stuck with the night at Paris, and how I shouldn't have left her cold and alone.
I think of her every minute, and sometimes when I see some fan like her, I feel like crying.
"Mate, are you coming, We're going clubbing?" Louis my band mate asked me.
"Yeah, sure." I said following him.
As we got out of the stadium, security guards formed a chain, holding back fans from crowding us.
Camera lights flashed, blinding me as I walked towards my car,to the sound of fans screaming,
"We love you Liam!"
"Niall I love you,"
"Omg, Harry waved at me!"
"Niall you're beautiful!"
But the only I love you I wanted to hear was from Alexis.
I wish I could undo what I did. I do recall going back after we came third on the Xfactor, when Mom said that Alexis and her family had moved away to London. That day my hopes and heart were crushed. I thought maybe now I could solve things. And since then I've longed to see her beautiful face.
At the club, I drank a lot of beer, not giving a damn about anything, letting myself sober. While the lads spent time with their girlfriends, and as Harry being a charm that he is, spoke to girls, and danced and whatever.
-Alexis-
I took out my diary, and began scribbling a story of what had happend.
Dear Diary,
Mom,Dad And me are finally back from our vacay at our summer beach house. IT WAS PERFECT! I actually needed this break,considering how hard the last 5 years has been for me. Moving to London, acting school, getting over Niall, while mom and dad were rarely around. They are and have always been flying from one country to another even after moving to London. Barely even giving me time to see their faces or acknowledge their presence anymore. I thought we'd get more of family time, when we moved here, but 5 years and this was the first one we've gotten in a long time.
