Give It All Up For Me

Breaking The Pain *Part Two*

Kurt was speechless, he had no idea that this was happening to Blaine. He snapped back into reality to comfort Blaine.

 "Nothing, you don't deserve this. Nobody does. And don't say that, you are perfect. To me.." Kurt said soflty. 

Blaine lifted his head at those words. They scooted toward each other, until they were inches away. Kurt and Blaine closed their eyes, and leaned in. When their lips touched, it was like a thousand sparks flew. Blaine lightly licked Kurt's bottom lip for permission. Kurt gave it to him. Blaine's tongue licked every part of Kurt's mouth. Kurt moaned at the feeling. Their hot tongues pressed against each other was almost too much to bear. It was like they were both waiting for this moment in their entire lives. 

Kurt started to push Blaine to the bed, and kept on pushing him until he was on top of him. Kurt was unaware of what was happening, all he knew was that he wanted it. He wanted Blaine. 

Blaine finally realized what he was doing. He pushed Kurt off of him. He grabbed his keys off the Kurt's drawer and left the room. Kurt was in shock, he had no idea what just happened. Then he remembered that Blaine was leaving.

Kurt: Blaine! Blaine wait! I'm sorry!

Kurt scrambled to get on his feet and ran after Blaine. But it was too late once he got to the bottom of the stairs he heard the door slam. 

Kurt: Blaine!

He opened the door to see Blaine driving away. Burt heard the commotion and came to find Kurt on the floor crying.

Burt: What's wrong kiddo?

Kurt wiped away his tears and replied, "Nothing." He went upstairs and locked the door. 

*In the car*

Blaine: Are you stupid??!!?! Why did you leave? Even if it was too early, you should of at least talk to him! Now he probably hates you!

Tears flowed down at the thought of that.

Blaine: I'll just leave him alone, he'll forget about me. He'll find someone better. I don't deserve him. He'll get someone, of course he will. He's probably calling someone over right now. You. Don't. Deserve. Him.

He said the last part roughly. It cut him like a knife. But he had to get over Kurt, because he will never get him.

He turned on the radio to get his mind off things. He started to sing along.

I open my eyes

I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light

I can't remember how

I can't remember why

I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain

And I can't make it go away

No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes

I've got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming

I try to make a sound but no one hears me

I'm slipping off the edge

I'm hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold

On to a time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened

And I can't erase the things that I've done

No I can't

How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes

I've got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes

I've got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me?