still wednesday
4:17 am
"what the fuck did you just do, taehyung?"
yoongi screamed in front of me,
punching my chest.
i remained silent,
seeing sungja's dead body in the morgue.
i am speechless.
i shouldn't have said that.
i'm fucking stupid.
"you piece of shit, taehyung!
i'll never forgive you for this!"
yoongi barked those words in front of me.
sungja's parents
were crying just behind me.
they were kneeling,
as if they lost energy.
i saw sungtae from
yoongi's mom's arms.
i wanted to hold him,
he doesn't even know a thing,
yet he already lost a parent.
i wanted to hold him,
but i couldn't.
i did something
that i shouldn't have done.
i was shaking,
literally shaking.
all of a sudden,
i screamed, which caused
all people to look at me.
"i'm a fucking idiot!"
i screamed.
