Kaya Was A Depressed Teenage Girl, Her Friends Tried To Help Her But She Didn't Want Any Help. She Had A Smoking Addiction Along With Some Alcohol Here And There. All She Wanted In Life Was To Kill Herself, She Cut Herself And Kept Quiet. Most Kids...
" Wait...You had Sex With Dylan. Last night? " Allison Asks
" Yeah... " I say rubbing my arm
" Okay, That's um...good. I guess. " She Says. " Did you use a condom? "
Fuck.
I didn't reply, she knew I didn't. She smiles, I frown.
" Well my friend you're probably going to get pregnant. " she says
" I.. " had no response.
" Just forget about it! It's the fourth of July! Let's go celebrate " she says standing up, she grabs my hand and off we were to celebrate the fourth of July.
♡
It was night, the fireworks were about to start. Allison has a last minute party but luckily everyone was able to make it.
Brendon showed up, he brought Allison red, white and blue roses. We spent time together, I told him about last night.
" Ooo~ " He smiles
" Oh my goodness shut up its not that big of a deal Brendon " I laugh.
" Yeah okay " he smiles " I'll be right back I gotta go pick someone up. "
" Okay, bye best friend " I say as he leaves.
Tyler and Dylan came together, everyone greets them with hugs and high fives.
" Hey Lil sis! Long time no see! " Tyler says, I earned the title ' Lil sis ' a long time ago. Tyler is like a brother to me, we grew up together. But we got separated in elementary and middle school.
" Hey big brother " I smile and hug him.
" so how are things " he asks
" pretty good, nothings changed though. "
" ah I see, well things have been going good for me. I got a raise. "
We had a long talk, after he left I was alone. Again.
" Hey beautiful " Dylan says sitting next to me
" Hey " I say blushing.
" In the fifteen minutes that I've been here, you have not smiled. "
I look at him " What's so important about me smiling? "
" Everything " he says putting an arm around me " I love seeing you smile, it lights up my world "
I try to hold back my smile, but I couldn't resist it.
Fuck you and your perfect...evrything.
♡ *
It was around 8 o'clock, the fire works would start any minute now. I head outside. Brendon came back awhile ago with his Ex Sarah. She was a very beautiful person, the thing I liked about Brendon was he wasn't one to hate. He was a lover not a hater.
Everyone got the sparklers and started lighting them up, it was pretty magical.
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I smiled, everyone was having the time of there lives. The fireworks started and it was beautiful. Web watched from the roof, Dylan came up to me and grabbed my hand.
I looked at him, he looked at me.
" Kaya? "
" Yeah? "
" I love you, you know that right? " he blushes
" Of course " I say
" and I want usTo be official... "
" you do? "
" Yeah, even if we both want to end our lives. I want to die knowing I finally got the girl I loved "
I blush " So you okay with...a suicidal relationship? "
" if it means I get to date you then I'm okay with it. "
I smile " Okay...I want it to be official "
" really? " he asks excitedly
" Yes and let's not call it a suicidal relationship " I add
" What do we call it then? "
" Suicidal love "
____________________________________________________________________ Hey guys! Happy fourth ofJuly from me and the loml Captain America 😂
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I hope you guys have a good day, and sorry for not updating I've been busy. Ily all!
