Kaya's Pov
Dylan
Dylan
Dylan....
He's Been The Only Thing On My Mind The Past Week, I Guess That's How Love Works. You Let It Get To You...And It Never Really Leaves.
I Call My Best Friend
" Hello? "
" Hey Brendon "
" Hey Gurl! What's Up? "
" Nothing, Just Feeling Kinda Stressed. You Feel? "
" Totally, What's Wrong? Is It Boys? "
I Felt Him Smile
" .... "
" It's Dylan Isn't It "
" .....Yeah "
" Lemme Guess, You Like Him But Your Trying To Deny It "
I Shrug " Pretty Much "
" Hmm, Well Sorry Kay I Gotta Go "
I Sigh " 'Kay Bye Brendon "
He Says Bye Then Hangs Up, I Walk Over To My Bed And Lie Down. If Dylan Were To Ask Me Out, Which I Highly Doubt He Would, I'd Say Yes Obviously. How Could You Deny That Boy?
I Look Out The Window And See Him And Lydia, They Kiss. My Heart Drops
Why Are You Getting Upset Over A Boy Your Never Going To Be With?!
I Swallow The Lump In My Throat, Trying To Contain My Tears. After Hours Of Crying I Stood Up And Looked Into The Mirror, I Stared At Myself.
My Horrible, Ugly, No Good Self.
I Close My Eyes, Then I Felt A Pair Of Arms Wrap Around My Waist. I Quickly Open My Eyes And See Dylan, He Doesn't Say Anything. He Kisses My Neck.
I Shake My Head Then He Disappears, I Run Downstairs And Grab The Knife And The Toaster.
No I'm Not Making Toast.
I Fill The Bath With Warm Water And Add Some Bubbles, I Slowly Strip Myself. I Step In The Bath And Sit Down Slowly.
' Think I got myself in trouble
So I fill the bath with bubbles
Then I'll put the towels all away
Should've never said the word "love"
Threw a toaster in the bathtub
I'm sick of all the games I have to play '
I Grab The Knife And Cut Both My Wrists, Letting The Blood Take Over The Water. The Blood Travels Down My Arm Onto My Back And My Chest. I Look Over And See The Toaster; I Grab It.
I Put It Over The Bath.
I feel it coming out my throat
Guess I better wash my mouth out with soap
God, I wish I never spoke
Now I gotta wash my mouth out with soap
But I Stop Myself, That's not How I Wanna Die. I Put It Back And Grab The Knife Again.
But This Time...
I Put It To My Throat.
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Suicidal Love
FanfictionKaya Was A Depressed Teenage Girl, Her Friends Tried To Help Her But She Didn't Want Any Help. She Had A Smoking Addiction Along With Some Alcohol Here And There. All She Wanted In Life Was To Kill Herself, She Cut Herself And Kept Quiet. Most Kids...
