Kaya Was A Depressed Teenage Girl, Her Friends Tried To Help Her But She Didn't Want Any Help. She Had A Smoking Addiction Along With Some Alcohol Here And There. All She Wanted In Life Was To Kill Herself, She Cut Herself And Kept Quiet. Most Kids...
First day back, healthy and alive. Ugh, the thought is disgusting. I wasn't allowed to drink any type of alcohol. But I didn't listen, sitting on my bed in striped pants and a shirt. I drank it straight from the bottle.
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It Felt good to drink again. But the day I woke up. Dylan told me something. He said " Kaya, Iwant to be with you I truly do. But not when you do all this shit to yourself. "
" What do you mean? " IAsk him
" when you drink, cut and smoke " HeSays.
" DylanIknow you cut to..so I'llstop if you stop. " ISayGrabbingHis hand.
He Bites His bottom lip gently " okay... "
" Promise? "
" Promise. "
Being Honest I Was never good with promises. Or secrets. That's why everyone knew I liked Dylan. I was a horrible, suicidal mess.
◇ Dylan's Pov ◇
I Sigh at my once again bloody knuckles, I broke my promise. I'm not trustworthy, Attractive or anything...I'm just me...
I Look Out My window, it started to rain.
Rain was such a beautiful thing. I loved it more than anything. I opened my window and sat back down on my bed.
God. How could I make that promise to kaya? I'm so stupid. She'll never love me now, I'm to dangerous. Along with that she's way to beautiful to be with guy like me.
I kept saying everything that was true, then the tears came.
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I'm horrible..I'm ugly, I'm just...the guy who is desperate to get with a girl he loved for 12 fucking years. But she'll never feel the same thing I feel.
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