F Is For Failure

Chapter 3

Every week was the same. I fought. I killed. Cried and was feed. The Bloody Angel now had quite a reputation for precise kills. Making it fast and easy with no battle scars. The people watching like me. They felt something for me at least. The vampires. Some gave some extra food when my Captor was not watching. The Captor is like my boss. He never told me his name so I called him that.

Soon, I felt nothing when killing. Each poor little soul I sent to unknown places was stained in my mind in blood but I couldn't physically cry. My body gave up. No smiles wiped across my face. No silly faces with the kids from Hyakuya orphanage, no family.

I wondered what Yuu was doing. Or what delicious meal Mika brought home or what stories Akane could tell me.

Weeks turned into months into years. Once I stopped crying the vampires lost interest in me and stopped requesting me so often. But one constantly brought food to me.

From what I could tell he was a noble and I should respect him but I didn't for hanging around a place like this. He remembered me somehow. Each week I expected him to not come but each week he did.

One day, when I was 16 years old. I finally requested something from Captor. "I want to see the man who is visiting me. I want to visit him on equal footing."

Of course, Captor agreed. I made him too much. I think he actually enjoyed having me make him money.

So I went. I went to his house with Captor who left me on the doorstep. He said he would wait. I knocked on the door and he opened.

"Uwah, what a lovely surprise. The Bloody Angel came to visit me. Who let you out?" The vampire noble said. "I'm not free yet." I muttered. "What a disappointment, come in come in. Would not want anyone seeing us together would we." I entered a large palace looking place.

"Just call me Ferid-Sama please. " Ferid said leisurely as he said on a chair that looked more like a thrown. I just stood there looking around at everything. Ferid -Sama brought me back to my senses, "What are you here for?" I hesitated.

"I want to become a vampire."

Ferid laughed. He laughed so hard his voice rung through the chambers. "Hahaha, oh. Your serious." He looked down at me and examined me. "Sure, why not. I am bored today. Just so you know, we vampires don't do this quite often. So I have some requests. "

"What could you possibly want from me?" I answered quickly.

"Your name. For one. Real name."

I waited and then said, "Hyakuya Lily."

His lip curled into a mysterious smile. "Oh oh oh." He repressed laughter. I didn't question. I knew vampire nobles where known for being more strange.

"Now I want another thing." Ferid said, "I want you to beg for it."

"What?!" I yelled. He gave me a look that said think about what I'm offering you in return and I got another idea.

"Okay, I'll beg if you tell me if you heard of a group of kids who go around and all have the same last name of Hyakuya. Like me. You might know where they are now. " I asked this while Ferid said with a straight face that he never heard of anyone with that last name.

With that out of the way. I choked up my courage.

"Ferid- Sama, please give me powers. Please give me powers beyond my imagination and make me a vampire." I know this is going against everything Yuu and Mika and my whole family stand for but I don't want to suffer anymore.

I am done being a tool.

"Pretty convincing. Now do that one your knees. "

So I did. But when I did. A small piece of glass I didn't see cut my knee and a small drop of blood dripped out. "Ow." I said. As soon as those words left my lips Ferid was one me. He already licked my cut and he whispered.

"New idea. I always wanted to see what this was like." He ripped off my top.

"Aaaa!" Get OFF!" I shoved him but nothing happened. I kept struggling but nothing worked. And yes. He did do what you are thinking. He...he raped me.

It didn't feel good. I didn't like it. It was terrible. Worst of all he dug his nails into my flesh on my right shoulder. He left the letter F. To call me his.

During the worst moments of my life. I regretted asking. I regretting asking to be a vampire but he held his end of the deal.

"Hmm. Not as enjoyable as humans make it sound. Well here you go." Ferid took out a knife and cut his arm. Blood fell into my mouth as I lay there naked and in pain.

The pain soared in my chest and was made verbal. I screamed as my teeth were straightened and fangs grew. I screamed as I felt my insides turn over and I gasped for air. As soon as it began it ended and I still lay on the ground motionless. Tears brimmed my eyes as I thought how I betrayed my family and I wanted this "gift" gone. I betrayed Yuu to live.

" Um. I wonder if Krul would be jealous. Your face is quite cute when you are mad. Ah, your clothes are ruined. Here, take these. They are in men's but whatever. " He threw them at my feet and I put them on. Too big but I didn't care.

I got up and faced Ferid. Tears streamed my face and I considered attacking him but knew I would die if I try and it would all be for nothing.

"Oh, by the maybe I do know of some kids running around with the name Hyakuya. Oh yeah, that's right I killed them. I killed them all." Ferid smiled and turned his back on me. He left me there standing. Crushed and defeated. I clenched my fists and they turned pale. I felt like throwing up.

That's what you get when you make deals with the devil.

I turned and raced out and saw my Captor looking at me with eyes filled with wonder as to what happened. I smiled for the first time in forever and pulled back my hood to reveal my fangs. He took steps back to run but too late. I was already on him and punched straight through his scull.

     He exploded into dust around me and I grabbed his band that protects him from the sunlight and left the cursed city.

Hello! This is the author. Sorry I have not introduced myself in the previous chapters. I am already done up to 15 chapters but I never addressed my audience next. Feel free to point out grammar errors or mistakes. If you see something that contradicts the anime or manga that's okay. It was probably be explained later. Also, I do not usually use -chan -Kun -Sama and Senpai because if a want to address someone with Sir, then I'll say sir. I only do it rarely for example when speaking to Ferid.

Last thing, I read the manga and I also have read ahead in the Japanese version because it takes time for translators to release the english Ver.. So spoilers. 

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