My Depressive Mind

Pills

I don't know how to feel without the depression
At least that was familiar...
This fake, medicinally induced happiness is messing with my head
I know it's not real
I know because when I don't take the pills I fall back down into the darkness
Again willing to slash my wrists and take that leap...
I hate that it takes away my feeling
I don't know what's real
But I know that I still want to die...