Safe

An Apology and A War Cry

Moving to New Hampshire Count Down: 1 week 5 days

We already shipped our stuff. The house is empty save a few essentials. I've never felt more lost. I don't talk to anyone, I'm leaving and I don't know how I feel. I used to be so sure of my self. Did Ruby do this to me? I don't want to leave things the way they are with Ruby but I don't want to go to her. She should come to me.

Sky:  Hey, Calum. Can I ask a favor of you?

Calum:  What

Sky:  Well. Can you talk to Ruby? Like, ask her to call me or something but don't say it was my idea.

Calum:  Why can't you just talk to her yourself?

Sky:  I. Am. Not. In. The. Wrong.
Anyways, I don't have to be the bigger man ALL the time..

Calum:  You're never the bigger man.
But yeah, I'll do it.
But not happily. I just like you two together. That's all. I'm not doing this for you. I'm doing it for me. Just to clarify.

Sky:  Okay. Thank you thank you!

Calum:  Whatever. 

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Moving to New Hampshire Count Down: 1 week 4 days

"Ruby?" I heard someone at the door and being the only person(probably) awake, I answered it. I expected it to be some religious group or canvassers.

"Hi, Sky. Um, Skylar." She called me Slylar? That's not even my real name. Whatever, it doesn't matter right now. She came to me. She wants things to be different. 

"Calum texted me." She continued. "He said something about how he doesn't think we should give up so soon. I personally don't think he knows what he's talking about."

"I like your hair." I stated with a raised eyebrow. I don't actually like her hair. She went back to the old her. I though she was stronger than that. 

"Don't do that."

"What, Ruby? Don't go back to being a basic bitch after finally finding myself or don't make someone feel bad for not feeling the same things as you?" 

"Sky. Do you actually mean those things or are you just angry?"

"Not the first one." I said as defiantly as possible. 

"Can I come in?" I nodded slightly and moved my arm like a butler would, ushering someone in to a house.

"My room." I didn't feel like speaking in complete sentences. Maybe it was anger or shame.
The two of us trudged up the stairs and into my room. It was a quite walk, but not the kind of quiet you want. The awkward, unspoken silence. I don't want things to be weird.

"I'm not here to apologize. I'm here because your leaving and I don't want things ending on a sour note."

"You sound like you've rehearsed."

"Of course I have, Sky! Do you know how much guts it took to leave my house and confront you like this?"

I felt bad for not being the bigger man. I know exactly the feelings she talking about. 

"I'm sorry Ruby. I didn't know this was gonna be such a huge deal for you."

"Well, we obviously don't know each other very well." We stood staring each other down like dogs in a fight. 

"You know what?! I tried so hard to be patient and understanding!" Ruby threw her hands in the air.

"You? You tried to be patient?! I'm the one who helped you find yourself! I'm the one who couldn't be seen with you!"

"Ugh! Your not my savior! You were there for me, so what?!"

"You don't understand basic emotions! Bitch!"

Ruby pushed my shoulders back with a new inner strength I didn't know she had.

I grabbed her shoulders and pulled her close to me. Her nose was inches from mine. She stared me down, waiting for me to make the first move.I picked her up and tossed her on the bed.

"Like, these emotions?"

She wrapped her legs around my waits. I bit her neck and ears causing her let out gentle moans. She pulled my head back with my hair and looked into my eyes. We stayed, locked in each other's gaze for what felt like an eternity. She slowly pulled my shirt up past my stomach without breaking the gaze. It was a calm, solemn moment in the chaos. I ripped my shirt over my head leaving me in my bra and shorts. I attacked her lips with a feeling I hadn't felt before. It was a mixture of hate and lust, it was an apology and a war cry. 

I kept one hand by her ear and the other worked up her stomach to her chest. I slid my hand underneath her back and flipped her on top of me. She placed her hands next to my head. She licked her lips watching what I'd do. She grabbed her breast, biting her lip. She hovered over me, teasing. I waited for her to continue. She finally broke me. I grabbed her face and pulled her body to me. Raking my finger through her hair I wrapped my legs around her. I let out a soft moan when she rolled her pelvis in to mine. She bit my neck working down. She made it just above my bra line when she ripped off her own shirt. I moved my arm to her back and unclipped her bra. I flipped her over again and attacked her neck line. Her back arched in pleasure. My hand made it to the hem line of her shorts. I gently bit her neck and ears while working on her pants. She helped me shimmy them off of her. She was in her underwear and looked beautiful. I looked at her eyes and she nodded slightly.

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Plant Girl