Twin Leaders

Chapter 18

The next morning I stayed in bed with all my thoughts.
I was confused as to what I had been feeling whenever I was with Will.
The sparks and shocks. The small feeling of butterflies. Why I wanted to see him.
Why do I feel this way?
The feeling was strange, and I wanted to know what it was.
I wanted to ask Will about it. Maybe he would know.
A head then popped through the small opening in my door.
"Hey Nat?"
"Yes Nate?"
"I was wondering if we could have a sibling day? We haven't had one of those in awhile."
"You know Nate, you're right. Just let me get ready for the day."
Surely this will clear my head.
Getting up from bed, I head to my shower, and began to get ready for today.
I decided on going casual today.
I pulled on a pair of black skinny jeans, a Stitch jumper, and some blue converse.
After my hair was dry I pulled it up into a messy bun.
"Ok! I'm ready!", I yell.
I was pretty excited to spend time with my big bro.
"What are we going to do today bro?", I ask.
"I don't know. I thought you would have an idea."
My excitement deflated for a minute.
"What?! You're the one who asked me to hang out with you!"
"I know. I just thought you would know what to do."
"Hmm..."
I was trying to think of what we could do today.
"What about laser tag?"
"Wouldn't we need more people for that?"
"Yeah...maybe not laser tag."
We were both deep in thought before Nate had an 'aha' moment.
"Why don't we go to the movies?"
"Fine by me."
Nate then swooped me off my feet, and took off towards the car.
The drive over to the local theater was short, but it felt long in a way.
When we entered, Nate and I were given looks from people because of all our tattoos.
Some even pulled their children away from us.
Sure it was infuriating, but I shrugged it off.
Walking up to the cashier at the ticket booth, we ordered two tickets to see the new movie of Transformers.
We bought some snacks for the movie, and made out way to get our seats.
We decided to sit somewhere in the middle where it wasn't too close or too far from the screen.
While we waited for the rest of the people to arrive, we made small talk.
We talked about our weird dreams, and funny memories.
While we were in the middle of our conversation, the movie began.
We quieted down to watch, until something caught my eye.
There was a guy with his arm wrapped around a girl sitting just a couple of rows in front of us. The weird thing was that the guy looked a lot like...Will?
As I was starring at them, a weird feeling started to burn inside of me.
What's going on?
For awhile I decided to ignore it and just watch the movie, but I kept looking towards them every once in awhile. Something I wish I hadn't done.
After looking back at them ten time, when I looked back, they were engaged in what looked like a heated make out session.
The feeling in my stomach started to grow, along with a touch of hurt.
I didn't know why I was feeling this way, but I started to feel sick.
Without talking to Nate, I rushed out of the room, and outside of the theater.
I couldn't stand being in the same place as them.
Seeing Will kiss another girl that wasn't me hurt, but why did it hurt?
Not long after I came outside, Nate ran out the doors, and over to me.
"Nat. Nat what's wrong?"
"I-i don't know. I was watching the movie, and I saw Will. He was with another girl, and when I looked back at them, they were making out. I don't know but for some reason I felt betrayed, hurt, and...angry? Nate, why am I feeling this way?"
"Shh. Calm down Nat.", whispered Nate.
He whiped away tears I didn't know where falling down my face before pulling me into a hug.
"The reason you're feeling this way is because you like Will. You might not admit it, but you have a crush on him. That's why it hurts.", answered Nate.
Pulling away from me, he brushes away the rest of my tears before looking back at me eyes.
"Why don't we just go home and cuddle? Is that fine?"
I gave him a small smile, and then nodded my head.
"Yeah. That sounds just fine."
Just as we were walking away, someone called my name.
"Nat? Nat is that you?"
I didn't want to turn around. I didn't want to see him.
"Leave me alone.", I stated.
Once he reached us, he saw me with my tear streaked face.
"Nat? What's wrong? Are you ok?"
"It's Natalie. Now go away.", I snapped.
Before he could say anything I walked away while pulling Nate along with me.
We both got in the car, and drove home, leaving Will behind.