my family needs to take like a chill pill cause honestly they're the reason i have anxiety
like my dad caused me my first panic attack and that just ain't pretty
but to the point
some of y- okay not some like three maybe tw- leAH KNows that im just like really skinny
not unhealthy skinny, just skinny
my friend called it "anime skinny" is that even a thing??¿
a n y w a y
so yeah im a smol skinny person
and people are like surprised when i tell them i don't like my body and it's so fucking weird like
im not saying i wanna be skinnier bc literally everyone thinks of that, people automatically assume im stupid aH
but you know what they say about assuming
it makes an ass out of u and me
and it's not about other people that i care so much about, it's my family cause they're like
"honey, are you not eating enough?"
"honey, you look pale have you not eaten today?"
i don't go outside, the sun makes pissy what do you expect me to be, tan?
i don't feel that comfortable in it, yet they keep making comments about after i've already told them it bothers me
and sometimes they're just exaggerating "penny you look like a skeleton" pls tell me if skeletons have have flesh and actual thighs thanks grandma (:
they think that if they're gonna keep telling me that im "awfully skinny" or a "skeleton" or whatever, something's gonna change
the only thing that has changed is my mental health (:
and like two days ago my grandma called me and she asked why i won't come over hmmMMM whAt couLD IT bE
- penny 🦄✨
