Chapter fifty five

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"He is only gonna have to face less than half of the charges that he was supposed to. The detective said that he's almost completely innocent. So he's only in jail for another few weeks." She sighed. G had his arm around me but let me go as Shawn got closer. "I'm sorry. Personally after reading all the reports I would think he should face longer." She ranted. "Ok thank you," my voice broke. "Yeah thanks," Carter and Maddox sighed. She hung the phone up and I did the same to mine. Shawn knelt in front of me with an apologetic look on his face. I stood. "I'll be back," I walked away. I heard little bit of conversation happening and then footsteps coming towards me. It was Nate. "Wanna talk about it," he wrapped an arm around me. "Not really," I stopped looking at him. "Where do you keep your joints," I asked with a serious expression on his face. "I'm not telling you," he laughed. I kept the same expression. "Please tell me," I begged. I have him the puppy dog face. "Please," he shook his head. "Fine then," I walked towards a cabinet in the kitchen. I knew where he kept them an I have all along. I just didn't want him to know. I grabbed one of the packages and a lighter walking outside. He turned speed walking towards the basement. I walked out front. Lighting the end and putting the cold stick if weed into my mouth. I took one puff. I coughed. And then another and another. Soon everyone stood outside as Shawn wormed his way to the front of the crowd. "Drop it," he said sternly putting his hands out. "No." I sasses back taking another puff. "What about our promise," he still held his hand out. "But why?" I took a last puff before handing it to him. "Baby it's not healthy." He moved closer to me. "I need something." I sighed. "No you don't," he brought my face up using his index finger. "You don't need anything. You can get through it fine without any drugs or alcohol." Shawn started. "You've got us. We'll help you," Sammy chimed. "Were always here for you." The girls came up to me. I smiled but quickly looked back at the ground. "Your not alone," he hugged me. Taylor snapped a picture. "This is so gong on Instagram." He typed something in on his phone. "Whatever," I scoffed. "Wanna go back inside," I still wasn't wearing a shirt. "Kinda. I'm cold." I shivered. "I know why," Summer rolled her eyes. We walked inside. Shawn's arm was around me. "If you do it again. I won't kiss you for a month," he mocked what I had said to him. "And if it happens after that than you can say goodbye to your sex life." He continued to mock. "Whoa whoa whoa. Don't drag my sex life into this." I played along. "We'll if that's what it takes then your sex life will suffer," I laughed. "Do you like memorize everything I say," he rolled his eyes. "Only the things that involve my sex life." He winked. I hit his arm playfully. "But I'm serious." He gave me a stern look. "I know." I rested my head on his shoulder. "Good," I pecked the top of my head as we walked down where everyone else was. "So Maddy. You made a decision about the whole going with him thing," I laughed. "It's been five minutes," I rolled my eyes a them. Picking my shirt up. I put the flannel back on but it was still open. We sat back in our circle type form. And continued talking. "I think thy you should go," Taylor started. "Yeah. You'll have fun and protection from your dad." Can finished. "Yeah. It'll be good for you," Nash put his hand on my knee. "Yeah and best of all it'll just be you two. So you can't bother us anymore," Aaron laughed. Shawn wrapped his arm around me and I put my head on his shoulder. They all starred down. "Oh I'm supposed to choose now," I laughed. They all rolled their eyes giving me a duh look. "I think I'm gonna stay," I looked at my nails again. "are you serious," Matt huffed. "No I'm just kidding. There's nothing better than hanging out on a plane for 6 hours with this dork," I said sarcastically. "Exactly." He sat up straight. "Wait did you just call me a dork." He pouted. "You are a dork though." He slouched down giving me the puppy dog eyes with his pouty face. "But your my dork," I pecked his lips. He licked them. "Now you taste like weed," he laughed. "It suits you." He kissed my lips. I pulled away slowly. "Ok now let's change the subject." I looked at Matt. "Whatever," he sassed. "How about we talk about your guys' wedding" Sabrina smirked. "Why ours. Why not yours or Maggie's Or Summers" I questioned her. "Because we've all planned ours. We know what's gonna happen what it's gonna look like where. All we have left to figure out is colour and cake." I rolled to eyes at her. "You guys suck," I mumbled under my breath. "So let's talk wedding." Matt rubbed his hands together evilly. I flipped him my middle finger. "Ooh you mad her mad," Shawn laughed. "So I'm obviously gonna be like her male maid of honour," Matt joked. Summer pushed him over. "Bitch no," she growled. He sat back up. "Alright alright." He threw his hands in the air. "Ok so I think summer should be the maid of honour what about you Maggie," Sabrina moved closer to Maddox as of to find more protection. "Yeah she wins." Maggie moved into Carter. "I mean if you insist," she flung her hair over her shoulder. I laughed. "Yeah but you will all be bridesmaids." I smiled at them. And they smiled back. "And G is walking her down the isle," Shawn smiled and G lit up. "And the rest of us will do what?" Matt asked impatiently. "Half will be brides men and then the other half will be grooms men," I watched Cams face lit up. "Who's gonna be the best man?" He looked at Shawn who laughed. "Well I haven thought about that. Although now that you mention it," he paused and all of the guys lit up. "It ain't gonna be any of you." Hey all slouched. "I'm just kidding. But I still don't know. I need to think about it." He smiled at them. They all nodded. "Ok and have you thought about where." Taylor said in a duh tone. "I kinda wanna go somewhere exotic." I smiled at Shawn. "And I want to plan it myself." He basically begged without making it to obvious. "I know." I kissed his jaw. "Wow, I basically planned the whole thing," Summer laughed. "And I was ok with that," JJ smiled kissing the top of her head. "It's sweet seeing the guy so involved." Summer smiled at us resting her head on JJ's shoulder. "To be honest He's never been this interested in anything before." He scoffed. "That's not true," I looked him dead in the eyes. "Ok fine maybe it is," he looked down making me laugh. "When are you guys planning on having your weddings." They all shrugged. "Another thing that we need to figure out." They all said shrugging. "How bout you guys," they all looked at me as if I wasn't gonna know when either and just look like a complete fool. "We are gonna do it right after the tour. It only lasts a few months. So in like three maybe four months." I shrugged. "Alright Shawn if you guys wanna get married so soon she's gonna come later on the tour because we have to go dress shopping." The girls started freaking out. "I say three or four months because we are leaving one month after the tour to go dress shopping and all of that stuff." They breathed heavy breaths. "Good," they sighed. "I think we should get going now. It's getting late." I stood. They all stood with me. "Bye," G kissed my cheek. "Bye," I hugged him. "See you guys later," I hugged both Nate and Sammy giving them each a kiss on the cheek. We said goodbye to everyone else and then left. We got into our car driving away. I held his hand. "I'm proud of you. Taking all of this into your own hands. While still going on tour and writing new songs." I brought his hand to my lips and kissed it gently. "I can't wait for The wedding." I squealed excitedly. "Me either. I can't wait to really be able call you mine, and you'll have the name to prove it," he smiled while turning towards our building. "What kinda colours are you thinking," I asked. He shook his head. "I'm not telling." I groaned. "Please baby. It's my wedding too," he still just shook his head. "Fine be that way," he parked the car and I got out. He followed closely behind as we entered the building. I walked towards the elevator. I stepped in and Shawn followed. He grabbed me from behind. Kissing my jawline and neck gently. He then walked in front of me. Kissing my neck an jawline some more. He then moved to my lips. "I love you," I whispered onto his lips. "I love you too. With that said the elevator opened. Neither of us noticed. Shawn was pushed out of the way and I heard him scream, "don't touch her," as a knife pushed through my stomach. "Bye bye princess," the person stood in front of me. I could almost make out the face. I sunk slowly to the floor. As my stomach bled out. The person that stabbed me removed the knife and walked down the hall. Shawn called 911. "No," he screamed. He pushed the main lobby button. "Please baby. Says something." He held my hand in his. "I love you and even if I'm gone you've gotta smile. Make this world your stage because Everybody should know the you that I do," I mumbled reaching my hand out for his. "I love you too." I saw his blurry figure wipe tears from under his eyes, but after seeing my face again he cried harder. "Baby. Say something. Keep talking." I could hear him but I couldn't speak. "No. Don't leave me. Please. Your all I have. Your all I'll ever want, don't go," Within a minute police and an ambulance showed up. Shawn sat next to me in the ambulance. "Your gonna be alright," he whispered holding my hand. He fiddled with my ring. "I promise," he still held onto my hand. "19 year old girl got stabbed being rushed into the hospital as we speak," someone spoke on their radio. "Copy that," they attached a mask to my face. As we pulled into the hospital parking lot. "Stay strong baby," Shawn kissed my hand.

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