In The End

Chapter 10

Seeing Alessandro deeply unsettled me though I know I have to talk to him at some point. I brush out my matted hair and leave it, slamming on a cream beanie and throwing on a cream skater skirt, a white tank with a flimsy white bolero and slip into white pumps. I fix my glasses and take a deep breath. I don't want to do this but I know I have to. I slip out of my room and leave the hotel, once again walking down the chalky path to the beach. The ocean is a clear, effortless blue and the sun beams down on me. I spot Alessandro over on the lifeguards chair and stroll over there slowly. When I get there he looks up and his eyes shine. 'Carmela!. Hi. I've been pining to see you' He says, smiling. I do not smile back. 'Look Alessandro I'm sorry for being rude last night but I meant what I said. I'm going to tell you something now and I apologise in advance for how rude I'm going to sound. Here goes. You disgust me. You are a putrid, vain, vile human being and I hate the very sight of you. I actually thought you liked me. That I could share anything with you. I liked you because you saw me for me and you liked it. Mores the fool me. I seen you the other day with that girl outside the chippy. You can't string two girls along Alessandro. That's not right. So I'm going to make this very easy for you. You can have the other girl. Though soon enough you'll realise what a big mistake you made. I'm not sure if you are aware but back home I'm considered a freak. I'm one of those kids who's picked last for everything. High school sucks. You. You made me forget all that. You actually made me think that I'm actually okay. Soon enough you'll realise that I'm actually a lot cooler than you thought. So I'd appreciate it if you stay away from me for the period of time that I'm here. Don't come near me again' I say and Alessandro looks shocked. I turn and march back to the hotel, proud of myself that I actually got the words out. No idea how it happened but I did. Atleast I'll always have that. 

Hi!. Just to say this chapter is actually taken from real life. I'm considered a geek at school and that's fine by me. If people actually get a chance to get to know me I'm actually a lot cooler than you would think. I bet that goes for a lot of people too. Love who you are Okay?. Just remember when anyone who tells you that you're a freak or whatever you're a garden rose and they're weeds okay?. Follow, Comment and Vote!.