Why me

Why me P38

A Jessie J Fan Fic

Jessie-“No? What about the friends you made when you went to school?”

Kenzie-“Yeah, they probably don’t remember me anyway.” Jessie sighed.

Jessie-“So I wasn’t actually going to tell you this, but I guess it’s probably best you hear it from me than on twitter or something.” I looked at Jessie; I knew from past experiences that when someone says ‘It’s probably best you hear it from me’ nothing good would come out of it. I put my spoon in the bowl and looked up to Jessie, giving her my full attention.

Jessie-“So next week, I have to go to America.” I knew Jessie to well, although she was saying this to me without a big mighty smile on her face, I knew she longed for the smile to be there.

Kenzie-“What! Why?”

Jessie-“I have to produce some songs with Claude, I’ll only be gone for two weeks, a month tops!” I looked down at my bowl, picking the spoon up once more and shoving a scoop of cheerios in my mouth. I didn’t want to look at Jessie, for she would see the tears that were being produced in my eyes.

Jessie-“I know, it sucks.”

Kenzie-“What? Why does it? That’s great news Jessie.” I said as I got of my stool and walked around the table to Jessie, throwing my arms over her, trying to suck up the tears and stop them from falling out.

Jessie-“Is it?” Jessie asked, as I pulled my arms from over her I could tell she was a little confused.

Kenzie-“Of course it is, you’re going to go get your dreams.”

Kenzie-“I’m proud of you.” Jessie smiled, one of her big pearly white smiles. I decided from that day on I would call these big pearly white smiles a Jessie smile. They were the best type.

Jessie-“So I needed to talk to you about something else as well.” Oh dear, more bad news, I beg not. I had already just pretended to Jessie that I was happy for her going to America for two weeks. Don’t get me wrong, I was happy for Jessie, over the moon. I just can’t imagine not seeing her for two whole weeks. What am I going to do without Jessie here? It seemed I spent more time with Jessie than I did with Rose or Stephen.

Kenzie-“Go ahead.”

Jessie-“Well, you’ve spent two weeks off school so far. This year is the most important for you, with your GCSE’s and everything. If you have all this time of, you’re going to fall behind and I know that education isn’t everything, believe me, but we just need to make sure you have the best chance in doing what you dream to do.”

Kenzie-“I understand.” I said as I walked over to the sink placing my bowl and spoon in it, I came back to sit on the stool facing Jessie so we could continue our conversation. Jessie copied my actions and placed her bowl and spoon in the sink, before coming back to the table to finish off her vitamin water.

Jessie-“Mom doesn’t expect you to go to school though, don’t forget mom knows everything now. Mom has offered for her to home school you.” Wow. I’ve never been home schooled before, and the thought of me being home school, well it crept me out a little. I would have no friends, not that I have any now, but I would probably be less social than I was now.

Kenzie-“I don’t want to be home schooled Jessie.”

Kenzie-“I want to go back to Cindy, Kellie, Olivia and especially Selena.”

Jessie-“Who are they?” Jessie asked confused.

Kenzie-“Some friends I met when I went to that school for one day.”

Jessie-“I knew you would have made friends Kenz! You’re not the type to have no friends.”

Jessie-“So what you’re saying is you want to go back to the private school?”

Kenzie-“Yeah. I do.”

So that was the answer to my question. What am I going to do without Jessie here?

The answer was, go to school. G r e a t.