Why me

Why me P39

So here is the update that has taken for ever to come, I guess I had real bad writers block and I was foccusing on Miley Stanley a lot, so here is Part39, enjoy and as always feedback is appreciated....

Warning:

This may be a tad triggering towards the end...

 A Jesse J Fanfic

So today was the day I actually have to return to school. Don’t get me wrong, I love spending time with Jessie, but she flies to America tomorrow and I guess I need an education. Rose offered to drop me to school which I thought was nice of her considering she would be late for work, but I told her I would be fine walking, after I was done showering and I had the appropriate school uniform on I walked downstairs and ate my berry’s and orange juice that Rose had made for me. Rose walked into the kitchen humming before she noticed me sat on the stool

Rose-“Are you sure you don’t want a lift to school?” Rose asked.

Kenzie-“Na mom, its fine, thanks though.” Although I knew Rose wasn’t my mom, Rose didn’t know that I knew, and I kind of liked calling her mom anyway.

Rose-“Okay babe, have a good day at school, I love you.” Rose said as she kissed me on the head and gave me a spare key.

Rose-“Don’t forget to lock the door.”

Kenzie-“I won’t, love you too mom.”

I walked to the bus stop with my ear phones in, I walked with a swing in my hips, I don’t know why but I had a strong feeling in my belly. The normal Kenzie would put it down to be being nervous to see everyone again, but this wasn’t, I had a fuck everything and everyone attitude. I got on the bus and to my surprise I saw Jenna sat at the back speaking to a few of her friends. I stopped half way up the bus and stared at her before she noticed me.

Jenna-“Well well well, who do we have here? It’s the lesbian one isn’t it?” A sound escaped my lips as if to say ‘who the fuck do you think you are’

Kenzie-“Whatever Jenna.” That whole bus journey I could hear Jenna whispering to her musketeers and they would laugh, I could tell it was a fake laugh, like they felt like they needed to laugh with her, why was that?

I walked through the school gates and I was greeted with sights I knew all too well, Rose had told me where I needed to go. It was all Déjà vu.

I was sat in the Reception, getting a new planner that my mom had returned of Mrs Lamford.   I walked to drama, almost scared, I wasn't bothered about anyone else, but in the back of my mind I thought of Selena, I really liked her and I knew she would have new friends now, she wouldn’t care about me. I braced myself and opened the two double doors to drama.  

I wasn’t greeted with the usual large figure of Miss Crossfood instead there was a skinny Asian man with a well groomed beard sitting down on a chair, whilst students sat in groups of circles. No one saw me walk in, but as the double doors slammed there skinny Asian man with the nice beard jumped and stood up.

  “So now you know what to do stand up and get on with it.” Everyone quickly jumped up like this was a routine they all knew too well, and then everyone’s eyes turned and set on me.

“False alarm, sit back down” There was a lot of whispering and I walked over to the skinny Asian man with the nice beard. I wished I had gone to the toilet before I came in, because right now I think I was about to create puddles in the middle of the floor.

  Kenzie-“Erm doesn’t Miss Crossfood normally teach in here?”

“She does, she broke a few bones last week, I’m the cover, are you supposed to be in this class?”