Chapter 5

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DANI'S POV

I ran inside and smelt something delicious. I can't eat food.

"Hey mom!" I said going over to give her a hug.

"Hello there dani. How was your first day?"

"I got a small concision from a ball hitting my head.... BUT I'm fine." I smiled.

"Oh my god Dani."

"It's fine. I went to the nurse and she said it was a small one. Calm down."

"Anything else happen?" 

"Uhhmmm, oh yeah this really nice girl Rachel showed me around today." i smiled.

"that was nice!" My mom cheered. why was she so happy?

oh and i met this girl thats super hot and i think i turned lesbian for her...... i thought. 

"well, i already got something from Mc Donalds so im gonna go hop in the shower..." I said.

"Alright, i love you"

"love you too mommm.."

i ran up to my room, tripping on the way... i got undressed and hopped ino the shower, blasting, Guap.

" Oh God Oh God,

I've been workin all God damn year, i just got my check,

I'm 'bout to spend it all on me,

I'm worth it

hol' up, tell me what you see

Pull up, watch these motherfuckers freak

Say wuddup though when you see me in the streets

(GOOD Music in this bitch now drop that motherfuckin beat)

Ok, this to all my enemies, that see me gettin guap right now

See me gettin guap right, see me gettin guap right now

This to all my hatin hoes, that see me gettin guap right now

See me gettin guap right now, hell yeah wont stop right now (Haaaa)

This to all my old hoes, that see me gettin guap right now

See me gettin guap right now, hell yeah wont stop right now (Yaaa)

See me gettin guap right now, hell na wont stop right now (Big Sean)

Hell na wont stop right now, see me gettin guap right now

Ok, I need 50k large

My momma needed a new crib

My daddy need a new car

So I be goin so hard

Detroit is my yard

I need a 17 car garage

I need a 17 bra manage

I need a jail house to free my dogs

I pay taxes, pay dues, pay bills my whole life

So Imma throw money in the air, like Im tryin to pay the sky

Told myself man if I cant life like this, Id rather die

I give it up to God, and he always replies

Control, your hoes, you let her talk to you crazy

You got baby mama drama, you aint even got you a baby

You foogazie, boss up, boss up with your time dog

You aint got time for no hoes, I aint even got time for time off

Okay I need 50k large

My homie just beat the charge

My brother need a new job

So I be goin so hard

My iPhone need the charge

My fish tank need sharks

I need a blimp to say the worlds ours

So these niggas can know

I do what they can

Im stuntin for all

The people who aint

You still hatin, you should be fucking ashamed

Far as I came, guess when youre in the game they want you to spring

Yeah, I know, but I dont get my stress on

Takin shots swear is like my stomachs made of teflon

They like boy wont you get your rest on

Bitch cuz Im up for every hour, I was slept on

The last time I dreamt about, two girls bisexual

They was tryin things, try-sexual

Then I woke up in a city, where the population match the death toll" 

I sung.

I rinsed off and got my laptop. i scrolled through tumblr and then my phone vibrated.

santana

(s= Santana D= Dani)

S-  Heyy     x

D- hi

S- so i was thinking... wanna go out for lunch tomorrow?"

ugh food.

D- Suree (: 

S- ok great. 

my heart fluttered a little.

D- Yeah. so wadduppp?

S- Just on tumblrrrr.... hbu?

D- Same(:

S- cool! so i gotta go to bed its sort of 10 pm..

i didnt think it was that late.

D- oh i didnt think it was that late... wow, goodnight !

S- Night beautiful   xx 

*********************WARNING MAY BE TRIGGERING*****************************

S-she called me beautiful? im no where near. the voices in my head started to go off... i ran into my batbroom and took out the well to familiar piece of metal. so much for 1 week clean........ i started to slice. slice slice slice slice. Until my vision became blurry of tears. i hated myself. not hated, hate*  im trying to get better but for what?

exactly

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A/n..

VOTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE PLEASE

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