*santanas pov*
We got into boot camp!!! I can't believe it! Actually I can. Danis amazing. She could do anything if she set her mind to it.
We were at home sitting on the couch, danis legs laying a top of mine as I watched tv. She looked so cute, with her glasses on, hair in a bun and her little book in her hands. It was cute yet sexy at the same time.
"San?"
"Mhmm?"
"You're starring.." Dani blushed.
" sorry, who wouldn't stare? You look so adorable yet hot with your glasses on." I smirked.
"Oh." That's what she always said when she didn't know what to say.
I put her legs under me and crawled up towards her. I took the book out of her hands and laid on top of her, tangling our legs. I began to place kisses all over her face in search for her lips. Once I got to her lips I put everything I had into the kiss and I know she did the same. Every time we kiss it's like the first time... I know it sounds cheesy but it's true!
"Did you feel that?" I asked.
"What the fireworks? Every time." She smiled.
" same baby girl."
"So I have a Christmas present for you... A early one since Christmas is in like 5 days..."dani began
"Babe I told you I didn't want anything other than you. All your little kisses and hugs. Waking up to see your beautiful face every time I wake up. And holding you, all I wanted and I already have that so this is the best Christmas ever for me." I explained.
"Babe, this one present came from the heart, it didn't cost me a dollar even though I would spend any amount of money on you... A song. Actually two." Dani said and got her guitar.
(Both of these songs are by one direction(:)
"
My hands, your hands
Tied up like two ships
Drifting, weightless
Waves try to break it
I'd do anything to save it
Why is it so hard to say it?
My heart, your heart
Sit tight like book ends
Pages between us
Written with no end
So many words we're not saying
Don't wanna wait 'til it's gone
You make me strong
I'm sorry if I say, "I need you"
But I don't care,
I'm not scared of love
'Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker
Is that so wrong?
Is it so wrong
That you make me strong?
Think of how much
Love that's been wasted
People always
Trying to escape it
Move on to stop their heart breaking
But there's nothing I'm running from
You make me strong
I'm sorry if I say, "I need you"
But I don't care,
I'm not scared of love
'Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker
Is that so wrong?
Is it so wrong?
So, baby, hold on to my heart, oh, oh
Need you to keep me from falling apart
I'll always hold on
'Cause you make me strong
I'm sorry if I say, "I need you"
But I don't care
I'm not scared of love
'Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker
Is that so wrong?
Is it so wrong?
I'm sorry if I say, "I need you"
But I don't care,
I'm not scared of love
'Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker
Is that so wrong?
Is it so wrong
That you make me strong?
I'm sorry if I say, "I need you"
But I don't care,
I'm not scared of love
'Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker
Is that so wrong?
Is it so wrong
That you make me strong
That was the first song babe" dani said smiling. I was in tears. Santana Lopez does NOT cry easily.
"I love it." I said and kissed her.
"I love you. Now listen to this one. I actually wrote this after we got into our first fight." She said thinking back to the not great memory.
*flashback*
*no ones pov*
"YOURE TAKING THIS OUT ON ME!"dani yelled at Santana
"NO IM NOT. IM SPEAKING MY MIND." San Shot back.
"It's not my fault your moms never home! Don't make it seem like it is! Would your rather me leave because I have no problem with that!"dani said grabbing her things with tears down her cheeks.
"Baby I'm sorry don't go."Santana said taking the bags from danis hands and setting them down.
"I'm sorry, you were right...I am taking this out on you and I shouldn't be. Don't leave me I'm sorry. I love you so much."Santana pleaded dani and reached out to her. Dani moved away from her grasp and grabbed her guitar.
"I'm not leaving... I just need some time to think. This is our first fight. I don't want there to be anymore so I'm going out to think. I think you need some time to think as well. Bye Santana."dani said and walked out the door. Santana felt her heart shatter into a million pieces.
Santana felt so stupid for taking out her anger on the one thing she loved the most. The one person that could make her smile even when she's having a horrible day. The person that made her feel something that no one else could. Love. She might of lost the love of her life... Her soul mate. Her future. Her everything.... Santana let everything process in her mind and she thought for what seemed like forever. Dani on the other hand was walking, walking to the one place were she felt the most free and where her mind went blank. Relaxing her of all her problems. The rocks on top of the beach that was close by. No one ever seemed to come to this beach.
She sat on top of the rocks letting the salty ocean water smell get caught up in her. The wind blowing carelessly through her hair.. The waves crashing down on the shoreline. She let the relaxing sounds that the beach held clear her mind, relieving her of any and every stress. Dani took out her guitar after a while and began strumming random chords, trying to create a melody. After playing around with her guitar for a while, dani found that the aching in her heart came back and she missed Santana like crazy. When she wasn't with Santana's it was like half of her was missing. She wasn't complete. Dani eventually came up with the perfect song to symbolize how she felt.
After a couple hours, dani decided to head back over to sans house. She walked in Santana's room to find a picture frame smashed, lamp broken, couch flipped and many holes in the wall. Dani gasped at the sight before her. She heard some sniffles coming from under the covers.
"Sani?" Dani whispered.
Santana's head quickly popped up at the sound of danis voice.
"Baby?" San said not sure if she was dreaming or not. Santana has mascara tear stains down her face.
"Yeah...." Dani said quietly. She walked over to San and Santana immediately got up. Santana wrapped her arms protectively around danis body and dani hugged her back.
"I love you so much baby, I'm sorry."Santana said, her voice cracking at the end.
" shh sani it's ok. You were upset... I'm ok."dani smiled lifting her head and looking into sans once dark chocolate eyes, now red and puffy eyes.
"I can't loose you. You're the best thing that's ever happen to me." Santana mumbled into danis neck.
"I'm not going anywhere." Dani said reassuring Santana. "I love you too much."
"I love you so much more." Santana said and leaned down to kiss dani. They shared passionate kiss and they were both exhausted.
Santana picked up dani and laid her on the bed. Santana wrapped her arm around dani and whispered sweet things into her ear. Dani cuddled into Santana and they both fell asleep.
*end of flashback*
*santanas pov*
"
So your friend's been telling me
You've been sleeping with my sweater
And that you can't stop missing me
Bet my friend's been telling you
I'm not doing much better
'Cause I'm missing half of me
And being here without you
Is like I'm waking up to
Only half a blue sky
Kinda there - but not quite
I'm walking 'round with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best
With half an arrow in my chest
I miss everything we do
I'm half a heart without you
Forget all we said that night
No, it doesn't even matter
'Cause we both got split in two
If you could spare an hour or so
We'll go for lunch down by the river
We can really talk it through
And being here without you
It's like I'm waking up to
Only half a blue sky
Kinda there - but not quite
I'm walking around with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man - at best
With half an arrow in my chest
'Cause I miss everything we do
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a heart without you
Though I try to getcha out of my head
The truth is I got lost without you
And since then I've been waking up to
Only half a blue sky (only half the blue sky)
Kinda there - but not quite
I'm walking around with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best (half a man at best)
With half an arrow in my chest
I miss everything we do
I'm half a heart without you
Without you
Without you
Half a heart without you
Without you
Without you
I'm half a heart without you" dani finished. I had more tears streaming down my face.
"I love them and I love you." I said to dani and pulled her into a kiss.
"So baby, Rachel invited us down for her Christmas part next week... Wanna go?" I asked dani.
"Yeah! I've been wanting to see her!" Dani exclaimed.
"Good,so have I. " I said and replayed the songs back in my head. They meant a lot to me and dani.
A/n-
I decided on updating today actually haha ily guts. Night(:
