Has it really been two days since I've updated? IM SO SORRY. I thought I was gonna update yesterday but my friends came over right after school);
So how was your Halloween. Get a lot of candy?(:
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Santana's POV.
I sung to Dani. Who you are by Jessie J.
Dani snuggled into my arms and fell asleep by the end of the song.
This moment was perfect.
*****waking up*****
I woke up with Dani still in my arms but sprawled out of top of me.
I smiled to myself.
The soft little snores came out of her mouth. Just her existence makes me smile and if I've ever lost her.... I'd lose myself....
I got my phone and scrolled through twitter. Then Instagram....
Then my phone slipped through my hands and smacked Dani on the head.
"Shit fuck. I'm sorry." I whispered.
"Stop it dad. Please." I heard her whimper.
What has her dad done to her? I'm so confused. But we're talking about everything when she wakes up.
I watched her sleep. That sounds kinda creepy but I did. She looked to peaceful and unbreakable.
I stroke her hair and gently stroke the side of her face. I can't help it! She's so cute. She shuffled a bit and lifted her head. I smiled.
"Good morning gorgeous." I smiled.
"Good morning." She blushed.
She pulled her hair up in a messy bun and looked.... Well if looks could kill, she'd me a murderer...
"So Uuhmmm.." I don't know how to asked her about her dad and the blade...
"I know I know..... We have to talk about it." Her smile disappeared as she said it...
"Please tell me why there was blood everywhere and a blade.." I whispered barley choking out the words.
"We'll..... It all started in 5 grade... I was only 10 and these girls would come up to me And pick on me. They'd call me fat and a whore, slut, ugly, etc.... I kinda started believing what they were saying... In 6 grade the bullying got worse. It turned into physical. They'd push me into lockers and tripped me down the stairs. And throw my books. And at home my dad was a drunk. He would abuse me mentally and physically.. He even.. Uuhmmm... raped me a couple times..." She said.
I gasped. Who could do that to a sweet, innocent girl.....
I pulled her into a hug. She hugged back but then pulled away...
"I'm not done.... So in 6 grade I developed cutting. I couldn't stop once I tried it. It was my release. It was letting out all the screams that were kept inside me.... And I developed an eating disorder.... I would skip meals or have a bit the. Purge..... It wasn't the exact ideal childhood...... The bullying got even worse, so did my dad and so did my cutting...
I've always had nightmares about my dad... And last night was the worse...."
She whispered the last part, tears streaming down my face. I had like a waterfall coming out of my eyes. Thinking about those people doing things to her like that makes me sick and angry and I just wanna kill them for making my girl like this....
"s-so what -what w-was the dream-?" I sniffled.
"I got home. A man in a mask pulled me down the stairs and into a room full of mirrors. Y-y-ou w-we're strapped d-down onto a -b-b-bed.... The man took off his mask and it was my father. He slapped me and kicked me in the stomach. Then he went over to you. I told him to stop whatever he was gonna do to you and do it on me... But he wouldn't. I went to your bed to try and untie you but I was kicked back down... He tied me to one of the mirrors.... H-he- that - d- douche bag started -t-touching y-y-y-you.... And then he he he r-r-rap-raped you..... I couldn't help or look away because of all the mirrors. I was stuck watching who I cared about the most.. Get destroyed..." She finished and tears sprung out oh our eyes even more. I hugged her so tight. Like it was our last time together..
"That's ever ever ever gonna happen baby. No ones gonna be aloud to even touch you. I promise I'll protect you..." I whispered into her ear and kissed her head.
"One more question..."
"Yes?" She asked.
"Why did you run out of the house yesterday...."
"My dad...."
I felt my body stiffen and a wave of anger came over
me.
"He can't hurt you..." I said as I leaned in kissing her.
She pulled away after a few seconds...
"So what do you want to do today..?" She asked changing the subject into a little happier mood.
"Talk. Or ride bikes... Something simple." I smiled.
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A/n
Sorry for the short chapter. I'm so tired. THANK YOU FOR 1K READS!!! YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING.
I will be posting another chapter later today(:. And maybe another one after that.... VOTTEEE FOORR TTHIISS PLLEASER
