Love and Hurt

What they do to us

I never thought I would cry over a boy. I just wanted to be happy through my teen years. Just wanted love. Do they know what they do to us? How much they make us hurt? Not knowing, it feels like your heart is being torn in two. Not knowing how they feel, questions running through you head, never ending. Feeling like a dark cloud is around you, and everything you see reminds you of them. Wanting to cry, but not wanting others to see. And when they text, you go running to your phone, though you don't want to seem too eager. But others can see it written all over you face. When you talk about him, you wonder: do they see how much I care about him? Can they see it? And all you want to do is show him how much you really love him. And tell him how much you think about him, that you always have something that he said to you running through your head. You want to so bad, but you can't. Can't unless they feel the same way. Because revealing all that to them, and then finding out that they don't feel the same way, it would kill you. Break your already cracked heart clean in two. So you will wait. Till they realize your feelings. Till they see you love them. Until he realizes just what he does to you.