Love and Hurt

Touch

Legs touch,

it has never felt so right

But is this wrong

This feeling,

This touch

This warm feeling growing inside me

If it is, I don't think I care,

I love it

An arm wrapped around hunched shoulders,

He feels so warm

Why can't I keep it there

Why can't I keep him

And why do I long for him to touch me

Why do I still want this, after all this time?

After the things I saw

There can't be a law against desire

Something has started in my heart again, a fire

I'm not ready

It's like I've gotta touch you to be happy

But we both know what won't keep me steady

I want you to hug me, to love me

Cause I love all of you, even the flaws

But these words, to tell you them

Would act as saws

That tear us apart after all we've done to keep this

This, the words above,

Were true just a day or two ago

But, it took me very long

I know

To see into you

To see how far you had flew

So now I know

You put on a show

And told me no

I still feel a little the way I used to

But it's sort of come to a standstill

Cause you want friends

And I want more

Which you choose to ignore

And maybe your right

What's wrong with my sight

I don't want to fight

I really don't know how

But,

For now,

Let's talk and not touch..