Fashionably Late. {Pierce The Veil}

Chapter Eighteen:Love Confessions.

WARNING: May trigger.

I stand on the ledge of the bridge, wind blowing through my hair making me feel a cold chill down my spine. I was going to do this and I didn't care what anyone thought. I just wanted this all to end, I wanted to be with Payton.

"Alexis. Oh god, please, just get down and come to me. Please." Casper begs.

I feel tears run down my cheeks and I don't hold them back. Was this the right time to do this? No, but when would it ever be a good time? Everyday is the same and it really didn't matter.

I wasn't going to make a scene, I wasn't going to stand here for hours like people in the movies. I don't need the dramatics and the 'caring' people who surround me and pretend to even be half interested.

"Sorry." I whisper to the guys.

I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I hope this will end quickly. I let go of the railing...

Casper's P.O.V:

......I see Alexis letting go of the railing and I run over to her just on time. I grab her from around the waist and I hold onto her tightly. Chris rushes over to my side and helps me carry her over the bar and onto the sidewalk. Her breathing is heavy and she's crying. I hug her tightly in my arms and she buries her face into my chest.

"Let's get her onto the bus and into her bunk." Chris says softly.

I see him wipe his cheek, knowing that- that was way too close. He tries to hide his tears but he isn't too successful. I, myself, feel tears as well but I try hard to hold them back for Alexis' sake.

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I didn't want to leave her alone in her bunk but she needed sleep. She was pretty shaken up and didn't really want to talk. I'm just glad I grabbed her when I did or I would've blamed myself. I needed to send her home and into good hands because I honestly can't deal with things like this. I just can't, it's so hard for me and I just don't know what to do and I guess that's why I lost my ex fiancee because I wasn't good at comforting people in that state.

I just hope she can forgive me, I don't want her to be mad at me for stopping her but I really wouldn't care because she means so much to me and I'm not going to apologize for ruining her plans. My heart is literally aching with hurt right now, I can't believe shed try and take her life on me, she can't leave me!

Alexis' P.O.V:

I refused to speak to anybody. I needed to be alone, to think, to cry, to just have some space. I wanted my plan to go through but that doesn't mean I'm going to hate or be mad at Casper. I feel like 100% shit right now because him and the guys don't deserve this. I just need to go home and sort out my problems with myself.

I had the urge to cut, it's been quite a few days since I last cut and I just really needed to feel that release. I start searching through my bag for my razors when the curtain gets pulled open.

"Looking for these?" Zach asks.

I look at his hand to see him holding my razors. My mouth falls open and my eyes start tearing up.

"You went through my bags?!" I yell.

"Oh please, I knew you were hiding something." He retorts.

I get out of my bunk and I go to grab the razors but he puts them behind his back and starts to make his way to the front. I don't have the patiences for this right now and it makes me mad.

"GIVE THEM BACK!" I scream.

He laughs and shakes his head, obviously finding personal pleasure in this. I go to grab them again but he moves out of the way and holds them up high in the air.