Chapter Nine:I'm Low On Gas And You Need A Jacket.

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Alexis' P.O.V:

I'm scared to get close with Tony again, he's already fucked me over once but now I hate being alone. Everything is just fucking dumb. I need Payton back, she was my everything and now she's gone. I can't do this all by myself, I can't handle being alone anymore. I need somebody, I need Payton, she knew when to leave me alone and when not to. Sammy is the same way, maybe I'll stay with him for a little.

I just really wanted to go back to work, my stitches were gone now and it was just up to me to call in and ask for hours. I didn't want to, I couldn't face people yet. I am just super confused, Payton's the one who put me in place all the time.

Tony, Tony Perry, he fucked with my head and I forgave him, or did I? I never really did, I never really talked about it. I'm just not that crazy about him anymore, he makes me question myself and the choices I make. I'm just a mess, I need my best friend.

I look over at Vic, he smiles at me before returning his attention back to Mike. I look over at Jaime who's staring at me, I raise an eyebrow and smirk. "You alright?" He asks. I nod then shrug. "Can I talk to you?" I ask him. Tony looks up from his phone and stares at me. "Sure." He smiles softly and gets up. I get up and walk into the hallway, I soon hear Jaime behind me.

"What's up?" He asks. I shrug again and cross my arms. "Do you have any pills, that would, Uh... Help me with my cramp situation." I hold my stomach and fake being in pain. He looks around and nods. "Go upstairs to the bathroom and go through the cabinet. You'll find something there." He smiles and pats my shoulder before walking back into the living room.

I quickly make my way upstairs and into the bathroom. I raid their cabinet and look at every pill bottle. A certain one catches my eye. "Oxy's." I read out to myself. I smile and grab the bottle. I pop open the lid and take out two. I place them in my mouth then take a sip of water from the tap to swallow them. I put the lid back on and stick them in my sweater pocket.

I head downstairs and walk into the living room. "You okay?" Vic asks. I nod and sit back down beside him. "What's going on?" Tony asks. I roll my eyes and ignore him. "Did you find something?" Jaime asks. I nod and smile softly. "Yea, thanks." He nods and looks away to avoid the death glare from Tony.

There was really no reason for the pills, I wasn't on my period, I didn't feel sick. I was just depressed and sad. "What did you take?" Mike asks. "Advil." I mutter. He nods and turns to Jaime to continue their conversation. I could see Tony looking at me and it was uncomfortable. I try avoid looking at him, I had no reason to look at him or even acknowledge him. My perspective of people change in seconds and I really could careless if it hurts people.

I was completely out of it, the pills have settled into my blood and it felt great. I was tripping out pretty badly. "Alexis?" Vic waves his hand in front of my face making me quickly back away. "Woah, are you okay?" Mike asks concerned. I nod and look around at my surroundings. "Where am I?" I ask confused. "I think you need to rest." Vic says with an eyebrow raised. I shake my head and sit back. I wasn't up for being alone again.

*Flask Back*

"Come on, Alexis it's not that bad." Payton grins and hands me a piercing needle. I sigh and look down at the pointed tip. "Are you sure?" I ask for the hundredth time. She laughs and pulls her hair back for me. "On a count of three, stick the needle right through my cartilage." She grabs my hand and squeezes it. "You can do this." I mumble to myself. I wasn't even sure why I was so scared, Payton was the one getting her cartilage done.

I take a deep breath and put the pointed end on the dot to mark where she wanted it. "1.....2......3." I push the needle in fast and I hear the loud pop. I squeal and move away. "Is it through?" She asks. I nod and look away. "I'm going to be sick." I mutter. Payton laughs loudly and shakes her head. "Don't be a pussy." She playfully pushes me and smiles.

*End Of Flash Back*

"ALEXIS!" I open my eyes to find myself being shaken by Tony. I move away and bring my feet onto the couch and bring my knees to my chest. "Alexis, I should bring you home." Tony says softly. I shake my head and start getting angry. "I want to have fun too." I growl. Mike laughs a little and shakes his head. "No, Alexis, seriously there's something going on with you." He mumbles. "Don't you dare try and act like you know me!" I shout. He sighs and moves away from me. "Whatever, do what you want. I'm going home." He gets up and fixes his shirt.

"Tone, don't be like that." Vic says. Tony shakes his head and shrugs. "Good luck trying to take care of her." He spits. "I'm not a child, I'll be just fine." I snap. He rolls his eyes and goes to the front door to put on his shoes then leaves. I sigh and look at Mike. "Party?" I say with a grin. He nods and gets up. "Thought you'd never ask." He says excitedly. "Are you sure?" Vic says questioningly. I roll my eyes and nod.

Shortly after, Mike put on some music and brought out the whiskey. "Yes!" I squeal. I grab the bottle and get onto the couch. I open the bottle and take big swigs. "Calm down." Mike says with a chuckle before taking the bottle out of my hands. I laugh and start dancing on the couch. "Mike, gimme." Jaime takes the bottle from Mike and takes a swig before passing it to Vic then back to Mike.

After an hour, we were all drunk, well besides Vic. Vic was the only sober one and it was a bummer. "Party pooper." I shout at Vic. He laughs and shrugs. "Mike!" I slur. Mike walks over to me and stands right in front of me. "Ye?" He slurs out. I shrug and smile. I was standing on the couch so it made me only a couple of inches taller than Mike, so I was able to stare him in the eyes.

An hour passed and everything was a blur, I can't really remember much. All I know is that I'm making out with Mike in a room, upstairs, on a bed. He was between my legs, leaning down and kissing my neck. Everything else was just a mess, I kind of went into my own world. Not long after that, well maybe it was long, I'm not too sure what time it is, but I realize I'm naked and I realize Mike's just pulling out of me. I gasp and grip the sheets as he pounds back into me and thrusts. I quickly grasp his shoulders and moan loudly.

Now, I'm laying under the covers, still naked, with Mike's arms wrapped around me. This whole night is such a mess and I know for a fact that I'm going to have the worst hangover tomorrow. I sigh and let his soft snores fill the room and my head. I yawn and start seeing black, my eyes were closing and I had no energy to fight to stay awake. I let myself close my eyes and then I let sleep takeover.

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